WCK3DK3's blog: "JUST BLAH!!!"

WELL ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAVE BEEN ON CHERRY TAP...BUT I WAS RE WELCOMED WITH SOME CRAZY LOVE!!!! LAST FEW MONTHS HAVE BEEN PRETTY WICKED...I LANDED A REALLY AWESOME JOB THAT PAID WELL, BUT CAME WITH A BITCHY BOSS!!! THEN I GOT PREGNANT AND THE BITCH FIRED ME!!! NEEDLESS TO SAY...ILL SEE HER IN COURT!!!! BUT YEAH ME AND STEVIE ARE VERY HAPPY AND EXCITED ABOUT OUR FUTURE LIVES AS PARENTS...ALTHOUGH I HAVE TO ADMIT, THE MORNING SICKNESS IS REALLY GETTIN TO ME LOL!!!!!

IM SURE THIS IS A TYPICAL TOPIC FOR MOST BLOGS RIGHT ABOUT NOW. BUT I WAS AT WORK TODAY AND I WAS LISTENING TO EVERYONE TALK ABOUT THE NEW YEAR APPROACHING...I WORK IN A COFFEE SHOP SO YOU CAN IMAGINE SOME OF THE THINGS I HEARD PEOPLE SAY I DONT MAKE RESOLUTIONS...KINDA GAVE UP ON THAT ABOUT 5 YEARS AGO...RESOLUTIONS ARE JUST FALSE HOPES OR PROMISES YOU MAKE YOURSELF I DO KNOW THAT I AM NOT GONNA DO ALL OF THE SUPERSTIOUS THINGS THAT MY FAMILY USUALLY DOES ON THE FIRST OF JANUARY, WHICH ARE EAT COLLARD GREENS FOR LUCK WITH MONEY AND EAT BLACK EYED PEAS (YUCK) FOR LUCK...I DID IT LAST JANUARY AND IT DOESNT WORK!!! JUST BACK FIRED ON ME!!!...LOST MY CAR, MY JOB, DEVELOPED AN ADDICTION, AND HAD TO QUIT SCHOOL. SO NOPE! NO RESOLUTIONS, BETTER YET ILL SET GOALS TO WORK ON FOR THE NEXT 5 YEARS AND HOPE MOST OF THEM FALL INTO PLACE IN THE YEAR 2007 1) NEW CAR 2) OWN PLACE (NO ROOMATES...JUST ME!!) 3) NO NEW ADDICTIONS!! AND LET GO OF THE OLD ONES 4) GO BACK TO SCHOOL 5) GAIN STABILITY I DEFINITELY NEED THE FIRST 2 TO HAPPEN IN 2007 BUT THE REST CAN FALL INTO PLACE ACCORDINGLY...RUSHING THINGS NEVER WORK OUT RIGHT ANYWAYS I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GREAT NEW YEAR!! TAKE A FEW SHOTS FOR ME!!! ~~CRESS~~

To walk beside someone with love and with care To know they will always be there To walk beside someone with hope and with trust Knowing the love is true and not just lust This is what I long for And as the days go on, I want it more To walk beside someone I call my love and my friend Not ashamed to kiss my cheek or even hold my hand Take me out around his friends and call me his girl Make me feel like he would give me the world Cuddle up beside me and watch some sappy chick flick And isnt worried about how well his dick might fit Wants me for me and not afraid to walk that line I need a man that can stand the test of time Gives me good love when I need And not just when he is coked up or blown off weed I need a man who is a man and not afraid to be that Down ass dude that always has my back If you arent man enough, then please do step back I hate to sound vulgar or bitchy, but that's where me heart is at. ~~Cress~~

WELL MY LIFE HASNT REALLY BEEN AT ITS BEST IN THE YEAR 2006...I HAD TO QUIT SCHOOL...LOST MY JOB AND MY CAR...GOT ADDICTED TO COKE...LOST MY BF..AND THE GUYS B4 HIM WERENT THE GREATEST AND TREATED ME AS SUCH...AND THE ONES AFTER HIM WERE JUST AS BLAH...I WAS CHARGED WITH A MISDEMEANOR POSSESSIONS CHARGE AND ALMOST HAD TO FACE 20 DAYS IN JAIL!! BUT IT SEEMS THAT NOW THINGS ARE BETTER...IM BACK WITH MY BF...I HAVE AN AWESOME JOB...GETTING A CAR IN A COUPLE OF MONTHS...THE COKE IS GONE...AND INSTEAD OF GOIIN TO JAIL I JUST HAVE TO PAY A FINE AND DO OMMUNITY SERVICE!! SO YEA THINGS ARE GOOD...MY BF BOUGHT ME THE CUTEST LIL PUPPY ITS HALF CHIAUHAUHA AND HALF DACSHUND(SP?). HE IS TINY AND ADORABLE AND I NAMED HIM STEWIE AFTER STEWIE GRIFFIN CAUSE THEY HAVE THE SAME EYES LOL!!! ACTUALLY HE IS STEWIE BUDDINNZ, YEAH IM LIL GOTH BUT GOTHS CAN BE CUTE 2!!! LOL ANYWAYS BESIDES THAT HE MADE ME OPEN THE STUFF IN OUR STOKINGS (YES STOCKINGS LOL..EVEN THOUGH IM NOT FESTIVE I AGREED TO THE STOCKINGS..NEVER MIND THE 3 FOOT CHRISTMAS TREE..ANGEL..AND SANTA CLAUSE THAT ADORNS OUR LIVING ROOM~~ ALL WHICH ARE MAKE ME WANNA PUKE FIBER OPTIC LOL) ANYWAYS I OPEN THE THE STUFF IN MY STOCKING WHICH I NEVER EVEN NOTICED WAS FULL AND FAT AS HELL I WAS LIKE OMG HOW DID I NOT NOTICE THAT?!? ANYWAYS IT WAS FULL OF MY FAVE CANDIES..VANILLA CANDLE ( MY FAV)..AND A SILVER HEAART SHAPED LOCKET WITH OUR PICS IN IT!! HE IS THE GREATEST HUH?? OH AND BESIDES THAT!! HE SHOWS UP TO PICK ME UP FROM WORK AND ION THE BACK SEAT LIES A BEAUTIFULLY WRAPPED CHRISTMAS BOX...WHICH I CANT OPEN UNTIL CHRISTMAS!! YEAH WE HAVE AN OPEN RELATIONSHIP BUT HES MAKING IT HARD TO WANNA DATE OTHER MEN!!! LOVES HIM TO BITS AND PIECES LOL HE ROCKS MY WORLD LOL!!!!!!!

OK SO TODAY IS SATURDAY AND YEA I SHOULD BE OUT HAVING FUN DOIN SOME KIND OF RANDOM BULLSHIT, OR ATLEAST MAKIN PLANS TO DO. BUT NOPE IM SITTING AT MY DESK TYPING AWAY AT THE DAMN BOARD AGAIN!!! I DONT FEEL SO BAD ABOUT NOT GOIN OUT OR BEING MOTIVATED TO DO SO...I HAVE WORKED HARD ALL WEEK AND JUST DONT FEEL UP TO DOING ANYTHING TODAY OR TONIGHT. NOT THAT I WOULDNT LOVE TO GO TO A BAR AND HAVE A FEW DRINKS AND STUMBLE OUT AND GET JUST PAS OUT ON MY BED ATT THE END OF THE NIGHT/ BEGINING OF THE MORNING....BUT I SERIOUSLY JUST DONT WANNA!!!! SO I GUESS ILL JUST LOUNGE AROUND HERE FOR A BIT AND JUST CHILL AND IF MOTIVATION HITS ME ILL GO OUT!!! AND IF NOT I HAVE LIQUOR IN THE FREEZER!!!