Hello all,
My name is Nick, I was just writing this blog to introduce myself...
I will post my views of the world in here..
not that anyone really cares what i think, i just feel as though i can write a blog of how i feel...
Ever make a mistake you wish you could take back?
Everyone had, if not that makes you perfect.
I made the mistake of getting married too young to the wrong woman...she wasn't very pretty, she has the personality of a six year old, she acts more like a man than a woman(scary a woman who acts like a man and is not lesbian, i dunno how that worked...) seven years later we are going through a very nasty divorce, she's taken most of my money, so much so that i can't move out of this god forsaken town. She actually thinks she can cheat on me and i'd be ok with that. It drove me nuts for five of those years...
Now i found someone else (at least i'm talking to someone else, i hope it's more than talking though she's so much better than my ex-wife it makes me think why I even married my ex-wife) If i woulda met this woman seven years ago I woulda never married my ex... Of course if my ex and I wouldn't have married, i'd probably be living with my mom and still be looking for a girlfriend at 27. It's a fucked up world out there i guess.
I'm finally begining to see what is really important in life...it's not making everyone else happy, not even your closest relatives, it's all about being happy yourself, then finding someone who makes you happy and you make them happy. It took me five miserable years to find out what i was really looking for in life, now you couldn't cut the smile off my face with a razor blade (even though my ex would love to do so).
I guess the moral of this story is that you shouldn't dive into something. I should've listened to my mom and sister when they told me she was wrong for me...trust me my sister (who was only 9 when i was married) is rubbing it in at every chance she gets... i didn't listen to those who knew me best and they were the ones who were right...even my best friend (who has had only one gf in his life) could see that she was wrong for me. They say love is blind, but if love is so blind, then how come everyone else can see it except you?
I am big into football and hockey, so if you read my blog you'll probably hear a lot about sports. but, unlike most of the people i work with, i actually have intrest in almost all world issues (except politics, they confuse me and i really don't care)
I am not against war. Although, war should only be used as a final consequence. If Iraq in fact was a threat to the US and other countries, the was is justified. I hate fighting, but am not against it. Fighting is sometimes the only way to solve a problem. I will never use fighting in anyway (maybe that's why my ex walked all over me), but it depends on a person's personality whether a problem can be solved without a fight or not.
I am not religious. I am not against religion, just don't expect me to praise god, allah, or any other diety. If you look throughout history, religion has bred hatred for other religions. If it wasn't for religion there would be no crusades, six days war, ku klux klan, or holocaust. My view is that everyone is equal. I don't care if you gay, jewish, lesbian, bi, black, red, orange, tangerine, whatever you are, you are equal and have the same rights as everyone else. Most religions don't see it that way so I can't believe in thos religions. The religions that do see it that way have strict rules that you must follow or your non religious. I can't stand that either...so I follow my own religion. Do what you want (within the law) when you want...I am a moral person...I don't believe you should cheat on you g/f or wife, but if you do that's your business not mine. It's a serious problem yes, but It is an issue you and your wife or g/f should solve not outside parties. People do make mistakes, so why is divorce so wrong? Divorce helps to correct a lot of mistakes (including mine). If it weren't for divorce, a lot of guys would be killing there women...which is not good. on that note, don't kill anybody, it's just wrong. If you kill someone and you are not in the act of self defense(which include all military actions)you deserve to be killed in the same way...if you strangle someone...someone should strangle you. If you kill a black person because he is black, then a bunch of black people should be given stones to throw at you until you die. (I know i'm not being pc right now, but i'm sleepy). In case you still live in the fifties and sixties, we all descend from the same line of animals in AFRICA! Imagine that...we are all of african descent, so if you kill someone, you are killing someone you are realated to somewhere along the line. Oh yeah i almost forgot...women have just as much right to live as men...that is if they wanna work they should be able to work. People with peircings should be allowed to work wherever they are qualified to work, I do not have any piercings, just because a few people find them to be offensive they don't want to see those people have jobs. Where i work we ignore that rule, the people who have piercings are actually some of the best people i work with, i couldn't imagine working without them there. The problem today is that a company thinks that everyone should look and act the same to make up a team...the thing is a team is a group of individuals, each individual has their own job within the team...what does it matter what they look like as long as they do their job...
ok enough from me for one night, i need to go to bed,i gotta work tomorrow and it's gonna be a long day...
