LOVLYMOM's blog: "its a shame"

i just want to vent some frustration..how is it that when you put your all into a realtionship it for some reason turns sour..i know this guy we used to stay on the phone for like hours everyday. we started telling each other that we love each other and we are in love with each other.but the issue i guess was he always went to other ppl to get approval about me but these ppl dont even know me and of course they would disapprove duh..we met oover the internet..so he went with what they had to say instead of his heart..and so the other day he dumped me talking about lets just be friends..i was like huh..so even though i didnt agree i figured well ok lets be friends and take it a little slower..haha stupid me.he tells me today that hes talking to someone else and feels a connection hmmmm..sounds like deja vu to me....so with this i think i am done with guys for awhile cause im tired of being hurt..and i dont want to talk to someone that cant follow his own heart and mind...im sooo hurting right now...but eventually i will get over it...thanks for reading and letting me vent

you know im really pissed off bout this subject..i am a very proud parent of 7 kids..yea thats right i said seven..and i love showing them off to friends and ppl just in general..but because there are sick perverts out there that like to rip photos and jack off to them i had to delete them..and i know that im not the only one who feels this way..i love all my kids and im not gonna let my kids be viticms of such disgust. these are my babies..and i am proud to be thier mom..GOD has blessed me with them and i am doing the best i can to raise them being that im a single mom and i will do anything it takes to protect them