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totally got a phone call today.

yeah... i said totally...

i applied for this job... about a month... month and a half ago...

did an interview... two... maybe three weeks ago.

it's a customer rep 1 position...

for the state dept. of labor.

pays quite a bit and i can still keep my bartending job tues and thurs nights.

as i said... got a call today...

 

they wanted my birth date so they could do a felony check.

already called my references... everything was perfecto.

just have to do a felony check which i will pass with flying colors... and i'm in.

 

said they'd call  me back tomorrow and let me know.

i'm stoked.

yay me?

yes. yay me.

i was proposed to last friday. in front of all of the boys army friends. it was the most amazing moment of my life. but i didn't cry. i should have... but i didn't. oooo... and home loan approved. man... now i have way grown up stuff to deal with.

it's quick. it's simple. for those of you that care... this is what is going on. the boyfriend and i are buying a house. i'm looking for a day job. i'm keeping my night job. we're taking a trip to michigan asap. i wish i wasn't a busted piece of junk metal. i want a pretty wedding in a pretty park with pretty things and pretty people. notice that i didn't say pricey. i'm really happy. as a matter of fact... i'm more than happy. i'm glad everything worked out the way it did. happiness writes white. i've got things to do... stuff to pack... and a husband to miss while he's away for a couple more hours. tell me you love me and get over it. meow. ALK.

i sat up and stared at you last night. it's funny because i always found "that person" to be a bit creepy. but things change so damn fast. i realized last night that your snoring doesn't bother me. and that your moaning is actually kind of cute. that i get upset when you turn over in bed, and that one's not even your fault. that your morning breath doesn't really smell that bad. and that your hair looks way goofy but way cute when your sleeping. but you know what the biggest things that i realized were? that you didn't get mad at me when i probably kept you up all night. that you may have turned over, but the second i touched your shoulder you were back with your head on mine. that every time i went out for a cigarette you shifted over to my side of the bed and attempted to hold onto me... and that when i wasn't there you sank back into the pillow. and that when i kissed your forehead... you immediately told me that you loved me. every single time. i know that i'm hard to deal with. hard to handle. and that i fight like no other... but last night i realized something else. i realized that i can trust you. and that every time you say you love me... it's the truth. that i don't have to have all of these major trust issues... because you've done nothing but prove yourself over and over again. and that honestly... honestly... you're all i want for the rest of forever. and that, my friend, is why i couldn't sleep last night. i love you. and now i think i need to make myself some food.