Slip the rope and take my life as I take you out of the lime light , your hate for me becomes more as you see me succeed in my everything...
I will never hate you for what you hold over me... I will just take this fate as my time to fall...
Fall from the top that I once had claim , from years of strive to make myself something in this world of anarchy...
Positioning my body on that wooden stake, I can feel my wrists bleed with the pressure of the rope ..cutting into my flesh...
Feeling my feet dangle there as my legs feel as if they are about to fall off from my torso it's self..
I can hear the chants of haters along with you in the dark.. behind the flames of fire ... ... they scream MORE!.. HARDER!... TIGHTER! ...Pulling ...harder..tighter... you try to bring me to my breaking point...
I wear this white dress, .. bleeding from my stomach , I wonder why... Looking down and I see that you have me by a second rope...
... they scream MORE!.. HARDER!... TIGHTER! ...Pulling ...harder..tighter... you try to bring me to my breaking point...
I can only hang there with my eyes wide open and full of tears ... flowing from the excruciating pain.. I think of my life and all that I was fighting for ..
I let myself come to peace with my every demon, and every mistake ... I learn that life was worth living and that my young ones will live on from this day..
They will never have to deal with this as I am making sure they will never have to take this pain and pay this price.. with their tears .. and blood...
So let those all scream at me and force as much pain and torture as they can upon me, for I hang here before them, yet floating in the air... my heaven ... as I look down on my past.. let me die ... and die now .. so that I may stop feeling any pain.. ... they scream MORE!.. HARDER!... TIGHTER! ...Pulling ...harder..tighter... you try to bring me to my breaking point...
I can not take it any more..
Why must my body keep fighting for it's life... My life is over .. yet was over from the day it started... please ... just take my last breath...
Make this next heart beat my last .. let my life burn out like a flame that has burned it's way down to the bottom of the candle .. let the rain fall down and wipe away my tears.. Let my soul rise from it's inner core... and be set free as it shall deliver into it's prison known as hell...
Or is this dream my fate ?...