Kerinci's blog: "Insanity is only soul deep..."

You think you know me, I don't even know myself A long time ago, put away on some shelf Broken promises and dreams of which I consist Leaving me to wonder if I even exist - RKE

Life's a one-way ticket To the end of the line There's no going back Except in your mind You're wasting time along the way Dwelling on what's been The past will be your enemy Til you're begging death to be your friend ~RKE

Bars on the windows Locks on the doors Walls of steel My heart -RKE

Listening to the rain pour out its melody In the otherwise quiet night, I feel safe here, lying beside you in the dark. Wrapped in your arms, I feel the strength of your love, And know that nothing can harm me. The rain and your embrace are my reassurance. The sound of the rain seems to have washed away Even my most permanent worries. I will be able to welcome any dreams tonight. -RKE

Last night I told myself All the things I thought I'd like to hear Compliments And promises Empty words To whisper In my own ear I didn't believe A word I said That's why It seemed Like you were here. -RKE

I open my eyes and find That it is still early. There are no sounds of any other early risers. Its my quiet time to think, Remember yesterday, And to wonder what today and tomorrow will bring. How long have I been awake? Just minutes, or hours? Time has slipped away into the deepness of my thought. I notice it is light now. Someone else is awake, But they dont choose to take advantage of the quiet time, And they put an end to mine, Noisily making breakfast, Forgetting those still sleeping as well as those awake. -RKE

Apart from the crowd I watch the people go by All doing the same thing And never asking why Just doing as they're told Without a thought to think Blindly led and left Standing at the brink Puppets on a string Unaware of a master Living in false bliss In a world of disaster -RKE

You just don't get it No matter how many times I try to explain it We just talk in circles Til there's no beginning, no end Never really getting anywhere Cause you just don't get it No matter how many times I try to explain it We just talk in circles -RKE

Forgotten memories Just out of reach That wishful thinking Did not erase Too far to name them But close enough To invade my thoughts Flaunting their existence -RKE