SanitysOposition's blog: "InsaneBlog's"

Hi ppl I need lots of rankings and comments, i want to buy a dimond ring for tricia, for our ct weding, and i need help, i figure if everyone votes 10 on my pics and leaves comments please help me, I will help u2

Omfg, wow. I feel amazing, i have been walking on a cloud, I have found my love, she is a goddess, Her and I have everything in common, I feel so in love, I am even gonna ct marry her :), but wow, I haven't felt so good in a long time, and omfg she is hot. I am in love and it feels great. her name is Tricia, or u may know her as Baby T, she is a sweetheart, and she stole my heart.

I do not know this feeling, i am walking on a cloud My head feels like it's floating my heart it beats so loud My eyes form a tear, a tear of so much bliss My lips start to wet, as i think about your kiss You make me feel peace, my love for you is strong your voice is enchanting, my heart craves your soulful song I know for sure now what i want to do I want I need something in my life, and that something i need is you

If u tell some one to go slow, but they move at lightspeed, and crash is it your fault, if u are not exclusive can u realy be hurt that there are other ppl, well im sick of the shit, im 23, I have a long life ahead of me, im not going to make decisions yet, can u just love me a s a person, huh, not as potential property, why must i be yours, why, I need to step back before my head explodes, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, I fucking hate this cause no matter what i feel like shit, why could we not be friends, huh. why is it that i have to be some item in your colection of life, if u love me, them i will still be in your heart, is that not the truth. don't call me a player, cause i didn't play. u played u wanted somthing you couldn't have, at least not when u wanted it. i feel like im loosing my mind over a situation on my computer, let me step back ang gazeat this, am i nothing to you if im not your everything, if that is what u see loveas i do not want your love

I am upset, I am sad that i hurt anyone, I live by my own principals, my own being, how can u judge me, I hate meking tears roll down your face, I hate to see u cry, please we have never met, and I warned u far before, I canot offer u that love. I will not offer u the feelings u want in return, I canot be the one, besides who says one in a world of so much heartach and unpredictabillity, can u truly see my heart beat, can u truly know who i am, can u say beyond the shadows, i love u, and even know what that is, if u could we would still be, our frindship would be intact, but please don't hold me to this standard, you knew i told u, i warned u, do not fall for me, Love me, and be with me but do not fall, enjoy me, but do not fall, I can be there for u, whenever u need, the best friend u will ever have, but if u fall for me i warnd u, your heart would loose, u would be hurt,

How can u love me we never even met, the feelings deep insude us have made us all forget. I never made a promice i did not intend to keep. my heart cries for somthing, my soul my insides weep. u love me I know, and I thought that i loved u, it was not love i felt inside, i was being so untrue. I am not a god, please dont say, or make me feel so high, Now i feel like death and pain, caus our love has run so dry.

I am sorry if u were hurt, I told u not to fall. u said i was the greatest, though that made me feel so small. I wish I could have offered u the love u gave to me but time and pain have shown us that our love could never be. now go on with your life now u can finaly be free, I am sorry if i hurt you, but through the dark u will finaly see.

Well if u want a glimpse into my soul, Im a passionate person, In life, In Love, and anything else I come upon, Spontaneous, I walk my path and regret nothing, My goals my ambitions, To call me an optimist would be an insult, an optimist distorts reality to escape the pain and suffering that is life, and to say im a pessimist would show u your own ignorance, I am me, a man who looks at the glass as both half empty ad half full, to truly understand life u look from all perspectives. otherwise you miss out on the full picture. this is a glimpse at who i am, but there is much more, I hope you keep up with these blogs, and get to know me, I will always display who i am, I am not ashamed of my life, therefore i will not hide it from u.

I am falling, but standing on solid ground. this vast abyss drowning. I don't know how i ended up here, why for me is love a beast i must fight with such a force, Medusa's eyes the gaze turns me to stone. I cannot win no mater what road i choose, i did not chose this emotion of love, nor does it's company bring m solace. I am in it's grip seeing the nature, not knowing how to let go, but not knowing how to hold on. My path is set, I will no longer fight, wherever this road goes i will walk with the faith that in the end all roads lead to destiny, and my destiny, though unknown will make itself known.

Pain the life blood, the inner sting that lets us know we are alive, could we truly say that pain is bad, no we cannot. I feel my pain let it nurture me, cause with out it I would never know joy. Without heartache i would never know love, without anger i would never know peace, without fear i would never find courage. My inner peace comes from this pai, my ability to fight for myself and who I am. Do not run from pain, embrace it and be greatful for it, cause without it you are numb. I say this cause my life my poetry my being in itself is the mix of pain and pleasure, and I need not shed a tear for myself but share my soul with others