azraelprime's blog: "In the depth of shallowness..."

My heart is lost in the wonderful cosmos, learning from all of its splendor...

To the stars: You showed me that there is more out there than my safe zone. That life can take many different paths to the future. With all of your strifes you still stayed bright.

Thank you stars.

To the moon: Another beacon in the night. Can't always see you, but always there. Spirit of adventure on exploration. You have seen my light almost diminish, caught me when I fell. Lunacy comes from you, one of my worst traits. I always remeber the good things though.

Thank you moon.

To the earth: Vibrant life, soothing healing waters. you kept me grounded, where I needed to be. You deal with the the seasons, it makes you sad, but life is always around the corner. Rest you eyes tired earth, you still have much to do.

Thank you earth.

The cosmos it full of beautiful things, you just have to take the time to stop and look. "When I became the sun, I shown life into the man's heart. When I became the sun, I shown life into the man's heart..."

We are the ones who keep the great chefs great, at blame when it all goes to hell. No lime light, just heat lamps. Show some love, we need it too sometimes... "Are the salads gone yet?" 'No' "Are the salads gone yet?" 'No...' "Are the salads gone yet?" 'Yeah!' "Why?"

Accidentally but the awesome GF's phone in the wash... I wont suck forever right?

I had that dream again... I am freaked... Never wanting to sleep again... 11:11 PM

Grabbing onto dreams like a fist full of water. Trying to hold on tight, trying not to fall. Flowing through like a hazy miasma. I am rarely vulnerable, try to stay strong and steadfast. Hating how I break when alone.

I enabled port forwarding for utorrent and Final Fantasy 11 today. It made me happy. Work today cannot be explained in text, but it was interesting. IDK bored... P.S. I may be banned from playing Final fantasy 12

The down side of up, the left side of somewhere else is where you can find the other side of comedy.

Ok here is the deal. My friend Will's toughest thing that he has ever thrown us in D&D is having us go through Castlevania. Well on my birthday we are taking a group of lvl 60 characters through it... It will be a blood bath.

Je me suis perdu dans le passé encore. Penser à la manière de choses trop. La plupart du temps au sujet des femmes dans ma vie. J'ai vu la belladone et ai commencé à apprécier les choses plus simples dans la vie...

There are times when I feel as if I don't belong... Adrift from some other place... A once radiant garden... Now lost to hollow shadows... I see it in the back of my minds eye... "Before you know I will be waiting all awake"