Live life to the fullest is what I always hear! Well what exactly does that mean? If anyone knows please inform me! I have tried to live my life to the fullest ( in my own definition) and have failed miserably over and over again! I dunno if I am subconsciencely bringing myself down or if it is those around me! I have found myself...yet again in a miserable state of mind! There is soo much I want to do in my lifetime, but I find myself procrastinating with the best of procrastinators! I feel I am being held back by those who I thought were rooting for me! Why do people who say they love you actually hold you back from being who you are and who you want to be? I have finally found something in my life that pleases me, but in order to be where I want to be, I find that I will have to leave that behind in order to move on! I know that's what one has to do to.. make sacrifices... to be happy.. Why do we make such sacrifices in life just to get ahead? I have tried to please those around me before myself, an I know that does not work when you are on a mission for peace, love, and happiness..lol (corny I know) but hey that's me!! You don't like it stuff it..lol!! Anyway I am not here to whine and complain about my life because I am enjoying every minute of it, but I am here to say to you who are reading this... If you love somebody..I mean truly love them.... let them be who they are and love them for who they are.. they will love you back so much more for doing so! Do not hold your loved ones back because you are afraid of missing something(or missing them), if you truly love someone they will be with you forever and you will never miss a moment of their love! Like the old analogy goes.."the best things in life are free", and "if you love someone set them free, if they come back, they will be yours forever".
