duke's blog: "in love i think"

I WAS READY TO TAKE THAT STEP THEN I THOUGHT ABOUT IT IT WAS ALL GOOD AT FIRST BUT THEN THINGS TURN FOR THE WORSE LOST IN LOVE LOST IN THOUGHT I ALLMOST FORGOT EVERTHING IVE BEEN TOUGHT SO IVE MAID UP MY MIND I NO FOR SURE THIS TIME I A M GOING TO GET MY LIFE ON TRACK AND THAIRS IS NO LOOKING BACK NEVER BEEN SO CLEAR IN MY LIFE I LOVE SOME ONE NOW AND I KNOW IT WONT WORK SO ILL WALK AWAY BEFORE I GET HURT

one day i walk the life of someone in love one day i was as high as a dove one day the pain was gone but that one day did not last very long one day i was happy but for that one day the rest of my life whould be crappy

lost in this place lost in this pain ireally dont know what i think any more when i look back in see the pepole i hurt i feel all thair pain and it hits me at once shes gone and shes gone and shes gone no one stays so i just sit and wonder but that is when i feel all the hurt i cousd i just dont know if i can do this anymore i see the outside from my window but when i go outside it looks different how why when did everything change it was good then it turnd bad real fast is this how it is sopose to be is this it for me so i walk on and push foward but i think i took the wrong turn as i think i drop my head down in guilt weak is how my soul was built

whatever you think is bullshit whatever you think is crap you dont know me so shut youre trape i dont understand why but i do know inside i have no dout i know what this shit is about been thair done that soi i no how you will all act you pick and you pick tell one of you get fed up and sick so you find a way to belong you mite for a few but youre momment will be gone so it is what it is for now whatever you think sucks you all can just get fuck

i been thinking of this girl every day .she is so perfect in every way. i been dreaming about her every night. but thats the omely way ill be in her life. she way out of mt leag but i still love her endlessly