Mandiiiface's blog: "Im new and ....Confused"

Hey there! Its been a long while since ive been on here but im back! been busy with work and such delivered a baby buffalo the other day it was crazy So how has everyone been ?? get back at me friends!!! I miss all of you! and would love to hear from you again

Got sent away yesterday :( i dont know when ill see him next And im crushed I hope to get a call from him soon Things are going so wrong right now. After everything felt so right. :( xoxo Thanks for reading

My Batteries died sometime ago Gotta heart shaped box where they must go Corrosion's building everyday My flesh is leading me astray that's why I started to decay and I will slowly rot away but I can't feel that anyway This heart it wants to beat These Lungs they want to breathe These eyes they wants to see Gotta Mouth that wants to sing Desperation Needing U Every last breath I scream for you Shatter me into a million pieces...Make me new Crush me, tear me, break me, mold me Make me what U want me to be I am ur's for U to use Oh, Take and Replace me with U Needing more than just a jump start to get me through My disconnection is now the issue..... I miss my 1st love bad and its driving me mad Just Like a mixed up crazy person out of his head Its been a long long time I've been on the decline I do an a-bout face so I can be replaced.

Do You know what it feels like loving someone thats in a rush to throw you away do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed Love you never know the moment it ends sudenly Im standing on the edge and i dont know what else to give

Okay so i just now joined this site and i have never been so confused I have a lot of people to get back to heh im a little slow im sorry!! But i will no worries I WONT IGNORE YOU im a cool gal :) Thanks for being so kind everyone! Ill get back to you asap Im having navigation problems :) <3 Amanda