I stand alone, with music blasting. Just one light, no shadows casting.
I tried to talk, I tried to fight. Its no use, this is the night.
I look at things, I might not miss. My thoughts now turn, to my little sis.
A brother she will never know, I cannot stay, and watch her grow.
My mom will cry, and ask God why. My dad can't touch me, or say goodbye.
This will show him, I'm not his toy. I'm just a kid, his little boy.
No more nights, I hide in fear, or pray to Jesus, he would appear.
Too many secrets, too many lies. I'm ready now, I close my eyes.
I hear no music, I hear no sound. My heart stopped bounding, I'm on the ground.
My life was not, to be this way. I give a gift, on my happy birthday.
