"Hurt"
Lyrics by NIN
"I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way"
I cut today....I cut today becuz I can mostly... but also because I hurt all over and inside, and felt like I wasn't even alive anymore.
A good trip gone bad, BUT!.... here's the kick... I was sober.
The drugs have eaten my brain, and left some lint in it's place...
That's just fine with me, I'm living in a soberdaze.
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I need to get more sleep... chyea right... like that's gonna happen anytime soon...
In other news someone here has a crush on me... I wonder who it coul be... why because I'm bored and have no energy to do shit but go to school later and turn in my finals, because I crammed them all into a three night-all nighter....whooooooo... yea.something...something...
