Am I fully alive?
Sick and infected
I pass whats in me to all
Screaming inside my head
Dying just to be dead
Hearing nothing they say
I can't feel anymore
I think I broke something
Falling when I tried to fly
I can feel my shattered bones
Stabbing holes inside me
Failure to fly is painful
Crashing down buried in my dreams
The reality of life is so much worse