I sit here thinking how could this be
all we do is fight are we really ment to be
can this be true
is my heart playing tricks on me
or am i falling for the wrong person
my mind has so much grief in it
my heart has so much pain and hurt
do you know i cry at night because
i am afraid your not the one i thought you was
i sit here thinking im lying to myself
lying to my heart that you could be that perfect one
you yelled i cried
did you come to me
no you played your game
and left me all alone
how could i have been dumb enough
To fall in love with someone like you
i didnt even know you and
i told you i loved you
i told you my life story
and all you had to say was i love you
and there i went right into your arms
like a foul i was to have done that
how could i have been a foul
to let my guard down
to fall inlove with someone i didnt even know
he loved me
you was just someone new
you showed me a good time
a few times but that was it
i broke his heart for someone who didnt even love me
like i thought
how could i have been so dumb
i thought you loved me
i guess i was just someone for you to have a good time with
then out i go like an old paper you read over and over
eventually it gets thrown away
i sit here wondering where i went wrong
what i did to make you hate me
well i guess i know my answer
i guess we're not really ment to be
like i thought
in this world ill never find someone thats real
ill never find that one true love
ill never find that one that loves me for me
ill be all alone for the rest of my life
(and with a baby this time)
until then ill sit here
ill sit here and wonder why
why it has to be me
me that sits here alone
alone in this world
with no one to love but
my child and my family
