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Alone in a raging sea of dispair. I feel like a ship a ship lost at sea, I look around and it's only me. I'm in a trrible storm, which way do i run, which way do i turn, damn it man,im scared and alone. I'm cold and wet, cold down to to my bones. Wait, can it be. Yes it's a light, its a light for me. its so bright and warm. Its like someones with me and im not all alone. I'm calm and im safe, its like I belong,and finally, finally I am not alone . But once again my light is gone, what did I do what have I done to cause my light that was as bright as the sun to disapeare and leave me alone. once again im scared ,cold ,and alone and desperate for home. Should I dive and end it all? Hell they will never find my bones, I'll be at the bottom with Davey Jones surley it wont be a sin , Im in a battle i surely cant win. So should I just simply give up, and dive right in? NO! I cant die! When this storm clears and day break comes I'll see blue skyes. So I will fight, I will fight throught the nigh. and i will fight a good fight. Look! Look! its back again, can it be , can it be, yes ti's the, that light for me, I hope and I prey ,,hopfully my light will stay, stay to guid me to a safer place than this raging sea, this raginng sea of dispair. Char, i want you to know you are my light and ill be yours
I wanted to say how glad i am for this site, fubar. After 2 years of taking my self out of the whole relationship game, (after a very selfish , unfaithful , cold , stripper 7 year relationship, I have found new hope in the whole love thing, I found it in a wonderfull friend (screen name:process this), She has made me feel so comfortable with her its not even funny. Ill be going meet her in a few months and cant stand the wait. Just want her to know that no matter what happens over the next months to come i appreciaite her being ,,, well, just herself.

Me today and forever

I should stive for a friendliness and helpfulness that will affect all that come near me. I should try see something to love in them. I should welcome them and help them if they ask for help. I must send no one away without a word of cheer, a feeling that I really care about them. God may have put the impulse in some disparing persons to come to me. I must not fail them by repulsing them. They may not want to communicate with me unless they are sure of a warm welcome. I'll post the story of my life soon , I think youll be intrested. later days and better layes, lol. Take care
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