killaphilmci's blog: "how did this happen"

Can you hear my whisper Is this what you desire The life you seek with me Was born of misery and fire What brought you this night Is your life without worth If I grant you this wish Hell will be your rebirth As I’m not ready for you At least not at this time Cut yourself all you want Your more useful to me alive With your second chance at life Down what path will you flee You can run as far as you wish In the end you’ll be with me.

way is it when you are haing a good time with people someone always got to piss u off by saying something dumb. but you know you been drinking and you want to do something but you cant it fucking sucks sometimes to let someone walk over you because you dont want to go to jail but the asshole needs there ass kick but you can always wait to you are not drunk thats what i say

Thoughts of You Run Through My head Just like thoughts of suicide Will I live in the end When these thoughts of you are over And the thoughts of suicide take over Our Love will never last With these thoughts of suicide Mixed in with you These thoughts of suicide will soon take control of me And I will no longer be able to love These thoughts of suicde mixed in with you Will kill me soon Ill break your heart and Kill myself Thoughts of you run through my head Just like thoughts of suicide

My lost soul Help me catch my soul Out in this world of despair My lost soul is out there Love has set my soul free I wish it would come back to me There is nothing I can do I wish I had never loved you I played the fool This game is so cruel It never lets you win In the end, you lose again This life can be as black as coal Damn! Where is my soul?

If loving you is wrong Then my heart knows not what is right I cry myself to sleep Every second of the night What is there to do? What is there to say? I know I can't have you But still I give my heart away I’d walk a thousand miles And cry a thousand tears Just to know your love Will be waiting for me But what is there to feel? When you don’t feel the same? I know I can’t have you But still I give my love away You are my dream come true I wished upon a star for you But what am I to know? If you really love me so I know I can’t have you But still I give myself away

I learned to tie my shoes Before I hop on a bike. I learned if you watch a pot. It’ll never boil. I learned, to listed But not believe everything I’m told. I learned to leave Before I wear out my welcome. I learned to play on the safe side So I don’t get hurt. I learned not to cry over spilt milk Or my face would always be soaked with tears I learned not to want anything too bad, That way…no disappointments when I don’t get it. I learned never to fall Because no one will be there to catch me. I learned to get used to life’s disappointments, Because life’s full of them.

WHEN STAR CROSSED LOVERS MEET AND FALL MADLY TRULY DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH ONE ANOTHER NO ONE CAN SPLIT THEM APART HOW CAN TRUE LOVE WIN OUT IF THE LOVE THEY HAVE IN THEIR SOULS FOR ONE ANOTHER IS FORBIDDEN AND NOT ALLOWED WILL THE LOVE THEY HAVE FOR EACH OTHER DIE OUT OR WILL IT CONTINUE TO GROW AND BLOSSOM IN THEIR HEARTS OR WILL TRUE LOVE WIN OUT IN THE END & WILL THESE STAR CROSSED LOVERS BE ABLE TO REUNITE AGAIN LIKE ROMEO & JULIET All I am is just me

Your submissive eyes Filled with emotion and intimate passions and love, Has me pleading with a burning driven devotion, Uncontrollably surging, yearning for your touch, To explore the needing of your body taste To be fed as I am eager to give, I am so inpatient for your intoxicating lovemaking, For your sweet and sensual embrace, For that hot fire to come to my senses, That all I want is for you to pull me and crush me... In the emotion to feel the sublime of ecstasies Slowly coming to satisfy the mystical ride of yours, While your body guides me... To fulfill the hunger in me, As I fulfill the hunger in you... As our delicious imaginations of sensual delights, And temptations set our body afire, Electrifying our desire and forbidden love.

Tonight I met a new friend As kind and caring as one can be There was a special way about her She became a comfort to me I haven't the words to describe her I guess unique and understanding is she But I do know that in a brief moment She became a comfort to me I've no idea where this friendship will go Or if it has already come to an end I only know that in my heart You will always be my friend Always remember how very special you are How you make the world a better place to be At least you did for me that night You became a comfort to me It doesn't matter if I ever see you again For it's in my heart your memory runs free When I need to I can stop and think of you And once again you're a comfort to me

You say you cannot forget And you aren't ready to forgive But I need your friendship More than you'll even know I need you there to live Without you by my side today Life's been going, oh so slow I miss your calls Our endless talks The places we would go You can't even bear to look at me, And I know my mistake For because of one night, And a few thoughtless actions, When you saw me you ran and hid I know we cannot take it back As much as we would like to But we could forget And start all over Just friends, that's me and you If time is what you need, Then I guess that's what you'll get But I need you there for me soon, My friend, I hope you will forget.