Well tonite rocked ,I did alot of thinking as always but still put on the fake face I am so good at doing (read last blog). All I can do is see what the deal is and I have a gut feeling it's going to be ok...I hope. Now all I have to look fwd to is my long awaited vacation or not to look fwd to it...I will see soon enough I guess. A good thing came out of tonite I spoke to my lust LeLand tonite..what a rush it was like having an orgasm hahahaha..now I just need to go to Hawaii and see him ha! My friend wanted to cheer me and well done J! Not sure how he did it but he did.Guess thats the luxuries of being a famous rockstar 'eh? Well I need to get my ass to bed have work in a few and I am sure the tapping on the keys isn't helping my friend J on the futon he's sleeping on...bc he ain't getting in my bed! Sweet dreams and hopefully I will have answers soon enough!
XO
T
