Well how do you keep your head above the water and not feel like a failure. It has been sadly 3 months of Unemployment paychecks and being Unemployed, it doesn't feel good and it doesn't make me feel like a better woman/mother to my son! It is hard to rely on the Job market here in my side of town in Ak, to have fruitful lookin jobs, there just isn't a huge job market that can support our utilities, gas bills, daycare, and other living expenses that are required to live.
I am keeping my head up high, but as I go out tonight to play pool for our monday night league I won't be celebrating the fact of being unemployed for 3 months just merely struggling the tears of failure away on my 3 month anniversay of being unemployed!! Uggh and Rgggg!!