Last night I called a friend of mine and she was crying cause of her ex being a baby about stuff that I won't go into. And it really hurt me that she was hurtting and it made me mad cause I hate for anyone to cry. I'm the kind of friend that will cry with you fight right beside you and laugh with you. And for someone to hurt her it really pissed me off at that person. But I'm going to go over to her house today and try and help her get her stuff back in order and help her with some other stuff. Then if I start to feel any better I'm going to keep her kids tonight that way she can have one night to herself. She loves her kids with everything in her and she is a great mom. But even super mom needed a night off. I know I try to be supper mom but tonight my kids are going to be staying with their grand paw so that they can go to a thing for christmas at church. But anyways yesterday I went to treatment and they checked my blood count which they do that every time. And my white blood cells was a two low for me to have treatment so we're going to try again next wed and if it's still not up where I can have treatment then we'll wait another week and if they still aint up then my doctor will take a big azz needle and put into my butt into my butt bone and give me some meds to make my bone mirro kick it's butt up into gear and make some more white blood cells. My counts being down doesn't make me feel very much different it just makes me able to get a cold and it turn into something a whole lot wrose. So I'm trying to buddle up before going out into the cold and trying to make sure that I don't get sick. Cause my doctor said that if I get a cold that it will turn into nemonia and my lungs couldn't handle it right now he said that I would only have about a 5% chance of living through it cause my lungs would start to shut down and I would start to drown in my own lungs from nasty azz stuff. I was like okay thanks doctor don't scare me any wrose then I already am. But I'm going to go and try and chear a friend up and help her today cause she has someone important to her coming over this weekend. So I know she's happy about that but she just needs a little help before they get into town. But that's about it. I hope all is good with everyone and if anyone needs me then you can get me one of my cell phones. I'm going to have them with me today. Muh love to everyone. *peace* Oh give the babies our love and I'll do the same!
