For some reason i feel like writing today about whats going on in my head ?????. Why is that i have so many friends on Fubar but yet very few of them ever talk to me. Is everyone so superficial that they see a guy who isnt that great looking that they cant even speak to him and say hello or ask him how he is today ???. I know im pretty hard on myself at times i just dont know what im doing wrong or not doing at all, im at the point where im fixing to delete this account and my myspace and any other internet account i have and basically just play games on the net.