Deno's blog: "Heart of the Wolf"

There's things in my head that must be let out These feelings for you are without a doubt. I feel like a child so helpless and scared thinking if I tell you, you won't always be there. Don't you know I'd do anything? I'd buy you the moon. Don't you know how I love when you walk in the room? Your laugh in my ears, Your taste on my lips. These kisses from you, they feel like sweet bliss. But take it away if it's not really true Because I'd rather not dream if I can't be with you. Don't tell me your feelings if you're too scared to act. No matter what you say, I'll take it as fact. But this romance is so peculiar, you push and you pull. Like a Hollywood picture, where I play the fool. One scene full of love, where I'm floating on air. But the next this angel's falling, as I watch you over there. If you want me then show it, don't hide it in shame. Life is too precious to call it a game. People will talk, let them say what they dare. One thing I have learned is just not to care. Follow your heart, and to it please be true. Because when I followed mine, it led me to you.

What I miss most - is a passionate kiss Soft hands bringing gentle sweet caress Someone that loves me at their own bequest Not for satisfied selfish interest requests What I miss most - is heart felt hugging delight Seeing Her try with all her might Mesmerizing, deliciously glazed eyes The shock and awe when she was surprised What I miss most - is her hot breath in my ear At the end of a sad movie that trickling tear And when the team was behind; her fake cheer The way she grimaces when she opens a beer What I miss most - is how she would become a pest If I should get down and out depressed The way she would contest, until I demonstrated zest And hearing her protest, if I failed to do my best What I miss most - is watching her undress Giving pleasure by pretending to arrest The secret way that we would jest That she made me feel so incredibly blessed What I miss most - is when she played deaf as a post The way she smiled, if I bragged on her roast How excited she got as an entertaining host And her quirky fear of goblins and ghosts What I miss most - is heard coast to coast Nothing new here to ramble on and boast But what I would give to tip my mug in a toast Celebrating a lifetime of squeezing the most

Love is something I dont understand All I want is someone to take by the hand Someone whose warmth cant be beat Even by the warm summers heat Someone to hold when cold wind blows When I'm sad, someone who knows Someone who laughs when I tell a joke Someone to tickle and cuddle and poke Someone whose smile brightens my day Knows somethings wrong even when I dont say Not someone that does things their way or my way Someone who does things in our own special way Someone that will just sit and talk Someone thats happy going for a walk Someone who makes me feel complete Someone with whom I wont need to compete This someone doesnt have to have looks They dont have to play by the books Just as long as they like to be with me Then hopefully that is where they will be Someone that is around my own age Someone always there when time turns the page Someone to be my very own star Someone with whom I can go far And when I look into their eyes Someone whose feelings are no suprise Someone who will remember by name Even if they achieve fame Somewhere out there is someone for you I just hope that theres someone for me too

I'm falling in love with you Words just cant express how much you mean to me. It's hard for me to show it, so you may never see. I think of you quite often more than you'll ever know I dont want to hide it, but I can never let it show. I want you in my life but more than you are, somebody to be with have more time to spend Although you'll never know this everything I say is true although I'll probaly never let it show, I'm falling in love with you.

I want to share my love with you I want to hold you in my arms I want to show you how much I care And grab you with my charm I want to look into your eyes I want to know you love me too I want to kiss those precious lips What am I to do? I want to feel the air Of each and every breath And always be by your side Until its time for death I want to make you happy I want to make you smile I want us to be together See you walk towards me down the aisle I want you to show me how much you love me Stop hiding from what is true I want it to always be Just me and you I want to touch your heart And put a sparkle in your eye Be there everytime To hold you when you cry I want you to know How truly lucky that I am For me to proudly say That you are my best friend I want to shower you with gifts Prove you're the only one Smile everyday As we watch the setting sun I want to be your man And have a place inside your heart Im so thankful for the blessing The day our friendship start I want to make you happy And make your dreams come true I know that it was meant to be Just me and you.

Hearts, are easy to draw on paper and easy to color in red if you stay in the lines they will turn out just fine A teacher of mine once said But hearts made of clay, I too heard her say are harder to make it is true are harder to shape, are likely to break and if handled carelessly, do The heart that I made I molded from clay but I haven’t tended it well. Its been broken at times and for each mending line I have a sad story to tell For I loved a heart made of paper All colored but wonderfully thin And while she held mine that I made from the clay she dropped it again and again But hearts made of paper, if you let them go how lightly they float to the floor While my heart of clay in pieces would lay and smaller the more and the more For hearts made of paper are easy to make and easy to color in red With blue in her eyes while breathing a sigh a teacher of mine once said

Always be Fearless! Never fear what you can not control. Dare to go beyond the expected to a world of possibilities. Never say I can’t and don’t accept negativity. Deal in worlds beyond the now and live in dreams that reel. I see the unexpected and know just how you feel. It’s what I’ve known for ages and thought all were the same. I thought that my acquaintances to be like me...untamed. I never knew that in my world was this amazing place. Where often times I knew the man even though he had no face. I see the unexpected or feel the truth is close. When most content themselves with fact, I sometimes overdose upon the world outside the box. I finally feel at home with metaphysical fathoms That allow my dreams to roam. Searching beyond the facts, for truths left untold. A Lone Wolf can transend the worlds humans rarely see. It’s all a part of daily life when you finally believe. Come fly with me to distant lands or transgress time immortal. Into a world of mystery or deal with life aborted. Dare to live and step beyond the powers of the mind. You just may find that in your quest you leave this world behind!

The time comes now, to say goodbye. The years, my goodness, how they fly, Farewell to those I’ve loved and known, pray good springs forth from things I’ve sown, Now times of loss aren’t times of ease, I have just one request please, From time to time remember me. For sure t’was me that shone a light, and wrestled stories,through the night. And putting forth a healing hand to souls left ravaged in this land, and justice, freedom, nay fair play, the legacy I leave today. I do not know to where I’ve gone, or even if I will linger on, but worry not my friends of that. Life was a gift, I'm quite content. The ride with you has been a blast, good times, much love, I thank the cast. Embracing hands, from every land. Give smile and thanks, then bow your head, while folding hands in reverent stead. Then make a pact from that time on, to share and care for everyone. For surely nature’s gift to all, is things work best, when diversity stands tall. Most truly if we work together. (Our collective earthling nest to feather.) Solving problems joined as friends, cooperating, to great ends. And the only law required need be, You shall not take away the free, from any man though different hemay be. So long man hurts not friend or self, who cares if he’s a naughty elf. Explore each mind, and nurture the soul, make intellect and spirit whole. And make the world a better place, with dollars, justice smiles on face. And share the wealth to help the poor, to get well, stand up, walk through the door. Enjoying life forever more. Without the bloodshed, hunger, strife. (that brutish thing)we once called life. The world I know will be much better, when we warm kids with cozy sweaters; healthcare, foodstuffs, shelter, schools. Much time for love, No wars for jewels. Now mind me fair as time proceeds, each man is born with certain needs, To know his nature is his creed. So let a thousand flowers grow, And let friendship be the seed. Our planet’s reached a tricky point, the roads not clear, it’s at a joint. And we must find collective way, to heal this world, Or all will pay. Not Jesus, nor Mohammed, Mother Earth, or Buddha for in the end God’s all one thing. It’s goodness, sharing, time to sing. I beg you look inside, your shining light. Within your heart you know what's right. To cherish each man’s right to say, I think there may be another way. One day when all share rain and thunder, We’ll find more joins, then rips asunder. And so in closing, one last pen, My love to every dear dear friend.

Life has its ups and its downs, We move forward and backward, Sometimes with each breeze. But we're not carousels going round and round, Neither should we be easily moved like the leaves in the trees. God forbid my standing idly by and not doing the very best I can, While the world passes me by, and the " Sands of Time" slip through my hands. I often strive to find a reason for the way things seem to go, so wrong and I usually find I'm the center of that problem, and have been all along. But deliver me from the attitude that I'm the only bad luck man, and neglect an unfortunate Brother, While the "Sands of Time", slip through my hands. Let me always keep my wits about me and not to languish and linger, Missing opportunities to serve, on the right and on my left, While the shifting "Sands of Time" slip through my fingers. Take the time to hear the story of an unfortunate, facing life's defeat, His whole future may depend on you, Please do not let his, Life's "Sands of Times" go by your impatient feet. It only takes a small moment of your eternity, your time, to lift someone who's fallen, under life's strife, a simple lift, a tug, you may have him on his way in no time, and halt the fleeting "Sands of Time" in this man's life. A smile, a soft spoken word of kindness, in a moment of trouble or pain, may save a soul from destruction, in this impatient world of get and gain. Give a little, bend a little, your time is not your own, it belongs to a needy sister, and the shifting, sifting, "Sands of Time" go on and on.

Did you feel the rain today? Falling down your face Was your heart a pitter patter As the beat began to race Was your mind a sea of rolling dreams Cast in the waves of time Could you listen to me calling you In my heart you're always mine The air is full of spices Flowers like sweet jasmine Fuller lips for sipping Dripping with sweet passion If miracles were possible I'd will you here with me To climb the highest mountains Then power play the seas I know you felt the rain today Just as I did too Passions love the drizzle From eyes of mine to you Did you feel the rain today? Falling down your face Was your heart a pitter patter As our beats began to race.