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With Kindness, Unselfishness, and Trust
I Ragdoll affirm my Fu-love to you, Travler9 as I invite you to share my life. You are the most beautiful, smart, and generous person I have ever known, and I promise always to respect you and love you. With kindness, unselfishness and trust, I will work by your side to create a wonderful life together. I take you Travler9 to be my Fu-lawful husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health for as long as we both shall live.
The Best Person I Can Be
Travler9, from the moment I first saw you, I knew you were the one with whom I wanted to share my Fu-life. Your beauty, heart, and mind inspire me to be the best person I can be. I promise to love you for eternity, respecting you, honoring you, being faithful to you, and sharing my life with you. This is my solemn vow.
To Grow Along with You
Travler9, today I become your Fu-Wife and you become my Fu-Husband. I will strive to give you the best of myself, while accepting you the way you are. I promise to respect you as a whole person with your own interests, desires, and needs, and to realize that those are sometimes different, but no less important than my own. I promise to keep myself open to you, to let you in to my innermost fears and feelings, secrets and dreams. I promise to grow along with you, to be willing to face change as we both change, keeping our relationship alive and exciting. And finally, I promise to love you in good times and in bad, with all I have to give and all that I am, in the only way I know how -- completely and forever.
Love You Without Reservation
Travler9, today I take you for my Fu-Husband. I promise to love you without reservation, comfort you in times of distress, encourage you to achieve all of your goals, laugh with you and cry with you, grow with you in mind, and spirit, always be open and honest with you, and cherish you for as long as we both shall live.
Best Friend
Travler9, today I take you to be my Fu-Husband. Together we will create a home, becoming a part of one another. I vow to help create a life that we can cherish, inspiring your love for me and mine for you. I vow to be honest, caring and truthful, to love you as you are and not as I want you to be, and to grow old by your side as your love and best friend.
~ I Absolutely Love and Adore Travler9. Our Friendship was started in sad times in our lives and has grown out of Love and Comfort to each other in those times. In all these months I forged a bond so deep and close, Yet always Honorable and Respectful. I Never Dreamed in all the time Ive been here in Fubar that I would Become His Fu-wife! Tonight was the Most Beautiful Night Of My Life! I Am Committed to Travler9..To Honor and Love the Wonderful Man He is, To Deepen the Continuing Friendship that we have, and Look out for and support him in everything He does! Please get to know this Wonderful Soul!
T9 I Love You Always My Most Cherished Friend~
~Fu-Married Dec 4th 2012~
~Ragdoll~ Dec 05 2012
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Memories Of A Geisha Gear Jammer
In my not so distant past, I was a Mother Trucker. I still have my Cdl and I still long to drive up and down the beautiful places across our country.
Montana is still to me the absolute gorgeous place to be. Colorado comes in second.
The Carolinas make this list also.
The Great Smoky mountains in a misty morning will stir something in your soul as well.
I have been to every continous state. I have been to Canada, and on the border with Mexico enough times to see ,that you have to get further than the border to appreciate anything about Mexico at all.
I literally have met thousands of people from all walks of life. And to me thats all good.
I am one of those who are fascinated about the differences in people as well as our common similarities.
It takes all kinds to bring balance to this world. While I was out on the road I was exposed to subcultures that thrive off of the trucker trade.
Black market this and that, theft,drugs, porn and prostitution. AHHH...the Lot lizards. Sleeper creepers....truck stop whores.
Anyone with a cb and has been close enough to a city with it on at night, knows what I am talking about."Take it up to 35 for some commercial company" Ect Ect Ect
I wrote a mini book about my life out there on the road. I had spent from 1995 to 2003 out there turning 18 wheels.
One particular chapter I dedicated and wrote about the women and unfortunetly, children who make the choice..sometimes unwillingly to sell their souls along with their bodies for drugs and a few measly dollars.
I befriended a few of those girls. In Oklahoma city alone if I get on the radio, and if they arent dead and gone or moved on...they will holler back.
They know who I am. I cant make fun of them or get into a great moral debate with them over their actions....We ALL whore ourselves out for something.
Husbands and wives whore themselves out to each other for the security life provides. We whore our minds and manual labor out daily for the Friday paycheck.
On the weekends we doll up to attract the opposite sex.
We put ourselves out there, like they do, hoping for the "payoff" in something we need and want.
I just dont have to have a mattress strapped to my back in order to get it.
Today is thursday..and the urban sleeper creepers come out and walk my street at night. I look out my window and I can "hear" their stories.
They arent much different than the ones I listened too across America.
The ones that break my heart are the 10 year old with her mom...turning tricks to survive
. Youll never save the daughter. She will never be a child.
If nothing else, maybe someone will take them to Nevada...where its legal and regulated.
Then the mom can make more money and take her baby off the streets and give her a better life.
But thats wishful thinking.
I miss Phoenix at midnight at the Flyin J truckstop,
Missoula Montana anytime day or night.
Santa Nella California at the Andersons for pea soup.
Carson California at the terminal.
Oklahoma city for the reality check.
Seattle for the best coffee in the usa..
I'll be back out there someday. Its in my blood.
But back to my here and now...with you...
Today I'm your whore.
I put myself out there for your comments and love if warranted.
You are my addiction.
I love each and everyone of you for the different wonderful diversified people that you are.
I'm not ashamed to say it.
The "payoff " in my day...is YOU!
Keep Smilin, Keep Laughin, Keep Loving...
~RAGDOLL~
Reflections .......
Standing before the mirror of truth...she cries
she knows that time is moving on without her
and she cannot reach back and turn the
hands ...that forever tic
she washes the cheap mascara from her
eyes and for a moment realizes what a racoon
must look like..but her laughter is but only for a second
No one has to tell her what she already
knows in her heart
She has been a fool
Many of her years have been spent living a
life that wasnt hers
Her thoughts and her actions have all been
to the benefit of someone else
who never thought more of her than a slave
A puppet on strings to enhance their own
selfish life and needs
She always believed if she gave, did her
best, was a good girl,that all her needs were going to be met.
She believed all the promises with hope in
her heart that each and every one would
come true
But they have all been illusions...
She believed the lie.....and continued to give
until she gave out
till there is nothing left but the tear stains running down her cheek
and an empty heart standing in front of a mirror.
The Mirror of Truth on the wall....Allowing our soul to judge it all
In the end there is only one life we will give accounting for....
Only one...the reflection looking back
Without illusion
What do you see?
Tic Toc Tic Toc.....
~RAGDOLL~
Love Never Fails...
Love......It is the most powerful and fulfilling force in the universe.
It can change a person so profoundly that they can become unrecognizable, to who they were before.
Love must be guarded and protected at all cost if it is to survive
It must be nourished and fed, and tended to as a prized garden.
It is living and changing, maturing.
Must never be neglected or taken for granted.
It is not something easily abandoned if it cherished and appreciated.
It cannot be flaunted or abused. Not if you have a conscious.
It should always promote what is good and healthy.
It provides an atmosphere of acceptance, safety, comforting and security.
One can flourish to their fullest of potential with the support of love.
It can be the Love of a mate, the Love of a parent, the love of a child, or the love of Oneself.
It can be the love to or from a Higher Power Or Creator.
Whatever the source...Love Binds, Bonds, and creates Believers.
I choose love above all things....Love never Fails
Much Love Everyone...Love and Hold those dear closer and tighter.
Even if the person you are Loving Today...Is Yourself!
~Ragdoll~
So I'm at Wal-Mart buying a bag of Purina dog food for my dog. While in the check-out line, a woman behind me asked if I had a dog. Why else would I be buying dog food, RIGHT??? So on impulse I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, I was starting the Purina Diet again, and that I probably shouldn't because I ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in intensive care with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a Perfect Diet and all you do is load your pockets with Purina Nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The food is nutritionally complete so it works well and I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in line was now enthralled with my story.) Horrified, she asked if I ended up in intensive care because the dog food poisoned me. I told her no, I stepped off a curb to sniff a poodle's butt and a car hit me. I thought the guy behind her was going to have a heart attack he was laughing so hard. Better watch what you ask me and be prepared for my answer. I have all the time in the world to think of crazy things to say. Now that you've read this I have to confess, I copied it. now copy and share make someone else laugh
I need to liquidate every tangible thing I own
I have Life and 30 years of it from a 4 bdrm Country House
I have everything..weight exercise equiptment
king and queen beds
all kitchen appliances
Several washer/dryer units and a Stackable
Antiques glasswear
Dining tables/chairs
sewing machines
Hutches and entertainment Centers
5 tv sets 54 inches on down to 30 inches
Surround Sound systems
15 ft BOAT
MUST SELL WHATEVER I CAN
Must START LIFE OVER
NEED INFO SB OR PM ME
THANKS
~RAGDOLL~
Sometimes Women Need To Hear this
Its Okay to Love
Give the Best Of What we are
Give it all you have...
I Know it hurts like Hell
When you find out
He will never feel the same
Its So Very Tempting
to recoil yourself in Shame
But Dont let your broken heart
become the victim of His Game
Just keep walking forward girl
Hold that head up high
You gave what he can never appreciate
and doesnt deserve it anyways
When his words are ringing in your ears..
the ones you wanted to be true...
he's saying the same to LOTS of others
And Swears it was only you...
You dont deserve this heartache
You are not to blame
Do Not change who you are
You are beautiful Just the same
