given up.
Its been too long now
I need a change
I need some action
Anything
This is the end of it
I cant take it anymore
Standing here
Feeling stupid and alone
Like Im the only one
Who doesnt
Who hasnt
Need something new
Need you
No Im not ok
But I lie and say
-- Im fine
And so slowly
You turn away
I feel like Im competing with nothing
And it doesnt matter
Cause Im not yours anymore
My hands are cold
Too bad its not the beginning
Youll find me running
In the opposite direction
But Im just stupid
Im so lost
And alone
Need nothing new
Just you
No Im not ok
But I lie anyway
-- I miss you
I miss nothing
I want everything
I dont know what to do
Cant say the truth
Cause I dont know what youll do
Ill just give up on it
But I cant....
~Terri R. Swancey~