Piratefrog's blog: "from the frog"

Well the weekend has come and gone. I am just going to jot down some random things I have figured out...or not over my 28 years. True friends stay that way, no matter what and nothing comes between that. Life is not fair and the sooner you realize it the better off you will be. Some days it really isn't worth getting out of bed. Never rush to find love and when you think you have found it, wait some more. Whiskey and women are best served warm, beer and revenge...cold. Karma exist but usually doesn't work as fast as you would like. Society has lost it's morals, and those that still have them don't fit in with the majority. Don't believe a cop when they say you can't out run them or hide from them...ask me and I can explain. Drinking in excess is fun, sitting on the curb bleeding and in handcuffs is not (most of the time lol) Never underestimate the abilities of your opponent. For all the women that say there are no good men left...they need to open there eyes. If it seems like a good idea while you are drunk...wait till you sober up to try it. If you think that someone is trying to sweet talk your significant other...they are. Violence does not solve problems (usually) but it does make you feel better. I have more but it's late and no one pays attention to this shit :)

Well some of you may know that the 23rd marks the 28th anniversary of the day I was born. So since I am single, a workaholic and basically have no plans due to the distance apart from real life friends. I may just sit at home and get shit-faced on whiskey or rum and of course beer. Of course I will look back at the last 28 years and as always I will have no regrets but, if you read my last blog post then maybe you will understand my "basic human emotion" and yes there is someone that I would love to knock the hell out of. Shit just how much I have changed in the last 8 years is amazing, at 20 I would not be here typing, I would be out partying and as I used to hang out in some rough places. This feller that has pissed me of for about the last 3 years, well the ICU would be his home for a bit. But, alas that is not me at almost 28, the feelings are there but a bit of wisdom has crept in. I have kids, a job and well thats about it but I am not about to loose them. Well enough for now, just remember that there is a person out there...and no not on this site...in r/l that yes I would love to knock the hell out of you. Piratefrog

Hank Williams Jr. "I'd love to knock the hell out of you" Oh I'd love to knock the hell out of you And if you keep messin around I'm going to So if you're looking for trouble Tell you what you do Come over and get the shit knocked out of you Now I have always been a peaceful man But I get hostile if you screw up my plans Do unto others as you like done to you Believe me brother that is the golden rule I've been through windows, doors, tv's, and chairs But I never let go And I pulled out most of their hair Now I've mellowed a lot since then So it takes two seconds For me to knock the hell right out of you Oh I'd love to knock the hell out of you And if you keep pushin my button I'm going to So if you're looking for trouble Tell you what you do Come over and get some shit knocked out of you Now ladies and gentelmen I know that David Allen Coe thought he had the Perfect Country and Western song But you don't have to talk about Drinking, or prison, or dying, or divorce All you have to talk about is The basic deep down human emotion We all feel inside That's why this is the Perfect Country and Western Song Cause I'd love to knock the hell right out of you Yes sir right away!

well the thoughts im having will send me to hell for sure, so im packing my shorts lol. if you want to know more ask.

Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1)I drink more beer then most people drink water. 2)I dip Copenhagen 3)Most people will call me an asshole, but know that no matter what I am the one that can be counted on when needed. 4)I was reading the "articles" in penthouse when I was six. 5)I have had a subscription to Playboy since I was 13. 6)I know more about the female body then most females do. 7)Once you get to know me, you'll never forget me. 8)I am actually a genius, no bullshit...i just don't run my mouth about it 9)I may be fat and balding...but I will rock your world 10)I am drunk right now 11)I have 2 step sons (15 and 11). 12)I work too much 13)the people in my family list are there for a reason 14)I am technically still married, though soon it will be final. 15)Fubar is my crack...I tried it to see what it was like and now I can't stop I am tagging... Sexycg Hot Lips Beautiful Train Wreck Jet Tinytina32547 Ellie Doogieduzit tnnurse67 And thats it cause I don't like rules haha

Well looking at a calender I am young, but as some of my friends know...life experience makes me seem much older. So since I have had to deal with a ton of shit between yesterday and today I felt compelled to share "pirate's philosophy on the shitty part of life" This is a step by step tutorial of how to deal with the so called problems of life that may bring you down: 1) Take a deep breath. 2) Focus on the positive points in life. 3) Take a DEEP breath. 4) Say "FUCK IT" to all the bullshit. End of tutorial...master this and you will be much happier in life...took me a while to become a master at it so don't expect results overnight :) End of lesson.

It's been a while since I blogged anything. Three months from now I will be having a birthday. I was reminded of this when asked how old I was today. So I did a little thinking on what I have to show for my almost 28 years of existence. Well I have had many ups and downs...a lot more of the downs it seems most days. Lets go back a few years...I did enough work in school to pass, though when motivated I was on the honor role. I played on the varsity football team all four years of high school. I graduated, went to college, dropped out, was working as a pharmacy tech. Went back to school paying my own way...dropped out again. The third time I went back to college I was paying my own way again, but also taking a class at night to become an EMT and taking classes on the weekends to be a firefighter. I dropped college and upon graduation from EMT class (with the highest grade in the class) I made a career of it. During my career as an EMT/Firefighter I met the woman that would later become my wife. I also received the injury that would end my public service career. I gained 2 wonderful boys as step-sons and a few months after the wedding my daughter was born. During the beginning of the marriage we were living in the house that I had bought when I was 22. Due to my injury we were forced to sell it. We moved to the apartment above my mother-in-laws house. I choose to be a stay at home dad. I took care of my kids as well as my wifes aging great-grandmother who had Alzheimer's. A little more then a year ago my wife kicked me out, with no money nor any concern of where I was to go. Having sold my home, and using a good portion of the profit to fix up the apartment we were living in, I was out on the street. Now my friends had all moved to distant states and with no one left to turn to, I was extremely fortunate to be accepted back home by my parents. I could have moved in with several friends but would have been many hours away from my kids. Back in late October of '07 after trying to find a job (which isn't easy when you have had a worker's compensation claim) I was lucky to get an interview with the company that I presently work for. Things were on the upside for the first time in a long time. Well I get to see both of my step-sons still. I am slowly getting back on my feet. Now lets see what my goals where in life and where I stand now... learn to play guitar....check learn to sail...check buy a sailboat and sail to the Caribbean...not yet get married, raise a family...sort of, didn't work out as planned. buy a harley...soon I hope restore my dream car...when I find a '70 Challenger I am on it lol travel to all 50 states....about halfway done there are some more but i'll leave them out...if you actually read this far down and want to know just ask... So you made it this far down in my ramblings...I am impressed, you are either very interested in me or extremely bored...if you are interested in me don't be shy, I am shy enough for both of us. If your bored well I can't blame you...I have lived with ADHD all of my life and am easily bored and find trivial things to do other then what I am supposed to be doing...Thanks for reading

Well today was my fist day, so far so good. Job is cool, for the most part I am my own boss (after training) and will be on the road a lot. In other news my Grandfathers health has deteriorated and it doesn't look like he will be around for x-mas (most likely he won't make it to the end of the week). So not much else...with everything in life when the storm clouds seem to open up and let the sun through there are more right behind them to block it out again.

Since only one person on CT knows me in real life im am going to lay it all out here. For better or for worse. (keep in mind im having a rough day). First, my name is Adam, im 26 yo and until recently was living with my wife and 3 children. Due to many issues between us 3 months ago my wife asked me to leave. In doing so I finally got the help i needed for my Bi-polar disorder. Which she says is part of the reason for the seperation. I was forced to move back into my parents house since i don't have a fulltime job (i was a stay at home dad). My illness caused many issues that i didn't see until i was being treated for it. I now find myself looking for ways to win my wife back. She says she still loves me but has no feelings for me. I am not a social person, at least since i stopped drinking and devoted my self to my family. I am not sure what to do at this point. I am jealous of a a male friend she has, though she says it is only a friendship. She hasn't asked for a divorce, and we talk multiple times during the day and night. So that kinda sums that up. Another thing I am an alcholic, which as I am told is a bipolar persons way of self medicating. I haven't drank in over 5 years not since I met my wife. I am not sure what to do at this point in my life, the only close "real" friends I have are scattered all over the world. And I have never made friends easily. I have found since the early days of the internet that my shyness doesn't come into the picture as much. I have always had trouble meeting new people in real life, unless i was drunk. So I have not really had a friend to talk too. All of our so called mutual friends haven't even asked if i am ok...go figure. So unless the kids are with me (which is only when she is working and needs a sitter) I am alone talking to my friends online while playing WoW. Which she hated because I spent too much time on computers. Those that I have talked to have told me to both move on and stick it out so not much help there. I am rather introverted and being the nerd i am spend far too much time online. Also I suffer from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) left over from 5 years of working/volunteering as a firefighter/emt. I know this was a lot of info and rather personal to be sharing with the world, but at this point in my life, I don't care. I care about my kids and my wife even though she shows little to no interest in me. Well I hope your day is better then mine, im sure it is. I am off to play some warcraft and if you do as well feel free to pst me, i am on gnomerman server my char is piratefrog lvl 61 tauren warrior (hmm wonder why). Also if you want to know more about me or chat just send me a message here and I will respond, if you have some advice, or been there done that then i will listen :) Thank you for reading the ramblings put forth by me today. I may be a nut but if you get to know me i am the best nut you'll ever find :) Cheers

I am now officially separated and on the way to divorce. So things are pretty low on this end.