rasp's blog: "friends that lie"

Soft kisses and running noses. Sweet promises that only candy can help you pass off of those poisonêd lips. Do you even know if the one who helps powdered your craving is a friend or foe? I guess it doesn't matter, just continue doing that dance that is all but to warming for your hollow soul.

NOw that you have Indulge in the forbidden...Tell me how it feels to be nothing more then a affliction in the happiness of others. Are you so lonely and without love of your own that you must wreck what others have? Ever take the time to think on those lonely nights you sit at home after pawning off your small ones so you can put a straw in your nose, that love wouldn't be lost to you if you could clean up your act!!! But instead of helping your self to become a better person and founding that bliss you are searching for, you rather pull others down to drown with you. You are nothing more then a bitch! Laugh now if you want, but the time will come when your friends are standing in that same davastation as you, looking on all they have lost . When regret sits in,trust me they will turn on you like rabbit dogs. And once again you will be alone at night, maybe this time with a needle in your arm.. And if lucky dead!!!

I am now observeing a fiercely cruel game of friend interventions of the heart. A terriable threesome of back stabbing and lies of twisted self gain is in play at the moment among them.. I am awaiting my part as I speak ( if you will).. Not invited by 2 but by the other one.., one who knows I could set off the balance of faith and trust of the other two.. I do hold a few secrets of one friend in question , mainly about the second face he wears behind the others back.. With no doubt in my mind one would be crushed as well as feeling betray if she knew the horriable things he claimed to be true about her, while to her face would dismiss the unholy gossip.. Doing such a thing would tear one friendship apart while bring the other two closer together. Allowing once again their passion filled with goals of a wonderful life could once again rain back on the path they had strayed off of. Now I ask my self ,should I bring the" treacherous " news of lies, sex with gain as well as addiction to the table..and help one or do I set back and just watch where the game will end without my help.. Taking my self out I gain nothing , puting myself in I gain a small sense of redemption for other wrongs..that lay at my foot.. What to do???????