i was just thinking about how for years i missed jamie g & amber & brandi so bad... i'd have a dream about one of them & be so sad that we weren't friends anymore cos they weren't in my life....& i had no idea where they were & it sucked cos we were all so close. then last year i got to hang out with jamie g. cos she was with josh & josh is one of (my husband) jamie's best friends....it was cool to hang out with her but everything that i DIDN'T like about her when we were younger started to reappear....she's just so .....LIKE HER MOM. back stabbing & two faced & i dunno......things that i thought i imagined when i was younger. i thought she was being a bitch & i thought she was being manipulative when we were teenagers but she somehow convinced me i was just imagining it. i believed she was my best friend & wouldn't betray or abandon me but she did it all the time. she always ditched me for boys & told me about her sex life but never wanted to hear about my experiences or my problems. IT WAS ALWAYS ABOUT HER. & last year i thought she had changed...she seemed to be different but then she got pregnant by josh & they broke up & she tried to control him &her true colors came out. it was so obvious--not only had she not changed at all--she was WORSE. so i was happy that we didn't get close again cos i found it very uncomfortable to even be around her...so we're not really friends.....
then there's amber & brandi. i never thought i'd see them ever again cos i had no idea where they were....then amber's ex-husband's cousin saw my blog on my space where i wrote about how much i missed amber...& she gives me her phone number & we talk & then i get to hang out with her & brandi when they come to union city one night---after all the time that has passed since we have seen each other & they are still exactly the same!!! hanging out with them again was awesome cos i was still comfortable with them. we were all sitting together & it was like it was 10 years ago. i just wished they still lived around her so i could still see them & hang out....i need to get a birthday card for brandi & i owe amber a phone call
