I've always thought that I am good looking, but recently I have realized that I am not the sought after hunk that I have thought myself to be. Age has caught up to me or something. I've been single for over 6 months now. Only having two dates in that time. Pathetic I know, but it's hard to find a good looking woman being ugly and fat. Yea I am feeling sorry for myself. Not like anyone is actually going to read this so it doesn't really matter what I put in this. I was once told that I am going to die lonely with only my dogs around. I am starting to believe that I actually might be alone forever. Reality sucks sometimes!!