Everything Ive ever known
Falls into the unknown
Everyone Ive ever cared for
Slipped slowly through my fingertips
This lifeless embodyment that is considered
My body
Is no longer the same
Love was never an issue
Until I met the one who gave me life and hope
Hope has never been a word that was used to describe me
Becasue hope has never really been there
As I sit and watch my peers laugh and cuddle
With their boyfriends and girlfriends
I wonder
I wonder could things have been any different
I am wondering if I was put onto the earth
Just to make people see that world is not perfect
I never understood what it meant to love
Until it all fell distant
From the person I am now