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Thanks All for ya help on this Nita

Every year at this time I take and write my father a letter....He passed away on Febuary 1st 2003 and this is my way of grieving...I lost him at 2:45 Febuary 1st...He was 62 and his birthday is a week from today.... Dear Dad, Well it has been 6 years since ya left us...Still feels like just yesterday that ya went peacfully into gods hands!!! Well as ya know I write this to ya every year to let ya know what has gone on with me and the kids in the last year wether its good or bad...Well I met the man of my dreams last and couldnt have asked for a better man than what I have found...Really wished ya couldve met ya wonderful new son in law...Patrick is great to me and the kids, I have inherited 3 of the greatest step kids ya could have ever imangined...yea believe it or not I re married again...Didnt think I would have ever done it but I did and I have never been so happy in my life...As ya know I fought Washtenaw County forever it seemed like and they terminated my rights from the kids...All cause I couldnt find a job in this tough fucked up economy...Crock of shit huh? Yea I thought the same thing...I was really worried Patrick was goin to leave me when it happened but it has made he and I even stronger then ever...Over Thanksgiving I was in the hospital as ya know...Got a nasty staph infection from a damn pimple of all things and getting pierced again...Just my damn luck huh? Even though they terminated me A.J went awol and came back home to me in July...Trying to get the lead ouuta the boys ass to get a job...and boy does he have HEAVY lead weighing him down...He's opted to go to college this fall which if he dont Iam kicking his ass from here to the moon...He overall is doing really well...Hes health happy and has a good girlfriend...She moved in and kicks his butt all over the place HaHa...Miranda has completed rehab and doing awesome as ever...She has an amazing boyfriend that I think she will end up marrying...Believe it or not theyve been together almost a year now...Shes really happy also...Shes doin well in school and wants to attend college to go into nursing...Shel is doing good as well...cant believe she's a sophmore this year...Shes still with my mom as ya know also...Me and my mom are getting along a little better still wont be the best of friends like we use to be...Can ya believe that POS Steve actually has been paying child support for over a year now? Hard to believe isnt it? I know it shocked the hell out of me...For Christmas last year Pat got me my car so that we would have 2 vehicles so that neither of us miss work anymore...I love my new car shes so pretty and definetley fun to drive...Hoping in a few weeks to be buying our 1st house together and wow I cant wait for that...Hard to believe that things are going good for me and Pat but I have longed to find this true happiness in my life...Cathy on the hand who knows what crawled up her ass but I dont even care no more wether she accepts me and my kids...She has changed SOOO much since ya passed away and its a sad thing that she has but her loss not mine...havent talked to Joe or Jeff either they have closed me out of their lives and no idea why...I know ya dont like what ya wife or sons have done...That though hurts me ALOT...But again their loss and at this point I really dont care anymore...Me and Dana have been talking alot lately which is good being I dont have much family (other then Pat's family) to really talk to...Ya have NO idea how much I miss you...But I know I will ALWAYS be ya little girl...Cant believe in 2 days it will be 6years that we have buried you...My heart aches everyday for ya...I wish ya wouldnt have left us so suddenly...But I know that every day that passes I know ya watching over me and my kids...Well daddy continue to R.I.P until next year when we talk again... I miss you and love you more then ya can ever imangine!!! Love ya always and forever, Your little girl

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Hello to all friends and foes here...I have decided that Iam willing to do up salutes for friends on here....if ya interested drop me a line by messaging me here [please not in the shoutbox but as a private message let me know also if ya want ya salute any certain way....Check out the couple i have done already ya will like

If ya read the recent blog titled my life ya would understand this blog...Its some what of a vent blog but its as well paybacks blog haha...I was married the 1st time for 14 1/2 years to the sperm donor of my children. Well yesterday I found out my appeal for my kids was shot down...Well my ex is to blame for alot of what has happened to me and my kids...Iam goin a step further te what I can do about seeing in having all this shit over turned...Anyways I have told my ex sperm donor that he has ruined my life and it was now time to pay for what hes done...See if he wouldve paid me child support and not be a deadbeat father none of this shit wouldve happened...So the sperm donor owes just under 62,000 in back child support and alimony...But he can support his gf's kids and gets them anything they want or need but then again his own kids get jack squat...WTF I mean he cant understand why his 4 kids hate him the way they do...He can do all this shit for her and her kids while she pays for his cell phone truck note and so fourth...Lets not forget since I left him he has yet to file taxes and thats been almost 7years now...Heres another good one as well...Hes a convicted felon and here in the state of Michigan being a convicted felon your not allowed ANY access to any type of weapon...Well here in Mich opening day of firerm deer season opens tomorrow the 15th and well looks like he wont be hunting but dreaming of it while sitting in jail...Well looks like he is beyond up shits creek this time...I have already called the IRS already have called his probation officer to get the info on what they would need to have him picked up have called the DMV and has a suspended license but get this....He just bought a new truck LMAO kinda hard to do that when ya have no license to get insurance... So now you tell me??? Paybacks are a mother fucker arent they.... Check out his MDOC here online http://www.state.mi.us/mdoc/asp/otis2profile.asp?mdocNumber=310352 CANT wait to see his new mugshot haha its a mother fucker when ya mess with me or my kids or friends or whatever

This year has proved to be the worst one of my life!!!! Only good thats happened to me all year was marrying the man of my every dream...As some of ya know my kids went into foster care a couple years ago...I had done everything possible to do what the courts wanted me to do...Get a job get housing yadda yadda yadda...So I finally get a job and an apartment things were good till I lost my job and then my apartment shortly after that...It has been shown and proven that Michigan has the worst unemployement rate ever...Well Feburary 1st of this year was 6years that my dad passed away (still seems like yesterday) and I recieve in the mail that the courts had decided to terminate my parental rights...WOW talk about a double whammy there...Dad's death anniversary and now the notice that they are terminating my rights...So me and my hubby decide to appeal the courts decision...I get the call from my lawyer today and they are dead set on not giving me my babies back!!! Wtf I did everything they asked me to...Did they even question my now husband about things? Hell no they didnt...Iam finally stable in my life good job great marriage housing the whole 9yards and they still wont take any of that into consideration...My husband and myself want in the worse way another child together something that is ours...Yea call me crazy but this is the man I love more then ever other then my babies...But cause of all this bullshit those dreams are now shattered...Maybe its for the better maybe its not...GOD why me? Am I that bad of a person to deserve any of this? Long story short my appeal didnt even make it through...Now should I take the extra step and go to the supreme court or just say screw it and live with the fact Iam a crappy mom and dont deserve my kids back? Ive lost every battle I have tried to win...Anytime I felt I was taking steps forward I would get kicked back even further...

Woohoo August 9th look out Freedom Hill here in Sterling Heights Michigan!!!! My boys have returned to Michigan again!!!! Poison is back and this momma and her son are goin to PARTY it up that night woot woot!!! Wow I can party with my son this is goin to be a 1st LOL....Now that really is making me feel old that I can party with my son LOL