HEARTBROKEN
Is there a better place,
To be right now,
Than to be home,
Listening to the crickets’ sounds,
Outside the windows.
Is there a better place,
To be right now,
Than in the bed,
Closing my eyes,
Trying to sleep,
To forget about the days,
Forget about the nights,
Forget about you.
Nothing better than to sleep,
To forget your lies,
Forget the way,
You told me,
You loved me,
Forget the way,
You cheated on me,
When you said,
I was all you wanted.
I want to forget,
All that you have done.
I want to leave this world,
Close my eyes,
Fall to sleep to stop the heart,
From beating.
I don’t want to hear anything,
Don’t want to hear the birds,
Chirping outside the windows.
Don’t want to see my face,
Don’t want to see you,
Don’t want anything,
That has to do with you.
I want to block away,
The world to stop the pain,
In my heart.
I want my heart to stop beating,
To stop bleeding,
From your words,
Your lies.