LilAngel's blog: "Depressed"

PROMISE I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our friendship is my life your the PEANUT to my BUTTER , your the STAR to my BURST, your the M to my M, your the POP to my TART, your the MILKY to my WAY, your the FRUIT to my LOOP, your the MILK to my DUDS, your the LUCKY to my CHARMS, your the ICE to my CREAM, but mostly.... your the BEST to my FRIEND

I'm feeling: depressed Feeling very depressed because I find as I get older I still feel my life is very empty....I feel that I am not one of those people that is suppose to be happy.....I have searched and still can't find the one person I am suppose to be with...always end up with mr wrong....I have been through 2 abusive marriages and I don't want to go through that again..they were not physically abusive they were Mental Verbal and Emotional ....I came on here once befor searching and came acroos someone who called me a fool and I don't think I deserved that ...I have been hurt before online and yes it does hurt people who come on here don't realize that the other person on the other side of the monitor has real feelings and for them to come on here and play with others feeling is just not right and not fair...Like my mom always said "If you don't have anything nice to say than don't say anything at all"