DrAgOnLoVeR's blog: "Darkness!!!"

All the things we would have, could have done All the memories my sore heart spun All the wonderful nights spent in glee Keep coming back and haunting me Every walk around the block brings pain Every person holding hands deems shame Every romance trying to take my soul Is breaking me, I hate it all. All the wonderful smiles, stupendous glares All the dreams I keep having, thinking you're there All the people reminding me of our mistake Keeps killing me softly, it's making me break Every tear that keeps falling is staining my cheeks Every thought of you shakes me, Every moment I'm weak Every night is true horror, a dreadful disaster And each time I keep running, But pain comes much faster And so I keep trying to let this point fade But I'm tripping on sorrow, on all I forbade; And all the love I ignored; All I couldn't see, Is binding me slowly, not breaking me free.

I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick and flail fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give in to the feeling that lies below the water line the waters starts to fill my lungs the lungs that once held so much life yet now they allow the murky water to replace that I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness But why doesn't someone grab my hand pull me from darkness's grasp? because no one knows I stand at the boundary the boundary between light and dark so I give in to the thing that holds me All of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness undetected by the occupants of that world I don't want to fight anymore I've given into darkness Yours truly, Drag-L