blacklacetats's blog: "Darkness"

Close your eyes and jump right in

thats not always the right way to begin

what in life isnt hard

why in life do i not fit in.

i work so hard to fix the past

but when i keep making it last

by fiding things that remind me

of the things i fought to loose

afraid to be honest and afraid to lie

not everyone wins this time

shamefull thinking behind my eyes

not knowing why it hurts to cry

jump right in i feel so blind

not sure when its safe to come and say hi

so ill step back and hide

and jump n and die

Come ill protect you i will hide you no one will find you here.... A voice in a young girls head tells her to go into the dark. Only thing that no one knows is that it becomes apart of you as soon as you step in... she felt here very soul become a part of the darkness she now stood in and she saw a figure walk away saying to her.. now your where i have been for years a voice will come to you and tell you how to escape you choose if its worth it i finnaly gave up... time has past and a voice finnaly came.. young girl before you i will show you every person you could become if you take them into the darkness they will stay here and you will be free... she knows how the pain felt and no matter how good the life looked she let them walk by.... she felt weak day by day the voice got louder and say her time was short it was time to give in.. she laughed and smiled she will never give up. one day a young man stopped and it seemed looked right at here.. she whispered for him to leave but he looked in the darkness and said no. he asked her why she was different and she didnt understand.. he told her a story of how he always walked by here waiting for something and everytime he came some voice told him to come into the dark... he was wondering why she never asked him to take her place.. she said she got her self into the mess she was in and no one else would be dragged into there because of her... he looked at her and smiled and took a step forward... she pleeded for him to leave and he looked at her and said no... next instant he ran into the dark and grabbed her arms and he held her as the darkness left... i wont leave unless your with me..... they both walked out of the darkness for good able to be themselfs.. Moral-- Every one has a mask of darkness of pretending to be who there not but only true love can see beyond that and save you from even you worst fears it just takes time and no matter how much greed tells you to be someone else always be yourself or your love will never be true.