Darkness… Consume me no more…
Darkness falls all around as emptiness fills my heart; my soul.
It consumes me.
You have consumed my every being.
I am nothing but an empty shell.
There is nothing left, nothing to give…… Nothing to live for.
My heart lies bleeding at your feet.
I have created my own darkness.
I have created my own sorrow.
I have created my own pain.
I can’t make that go away.
I can’t make things right.
I loved you from the day I met you.
I knew wanted to love you for the rest of my life.
In my own dark world, I will love you until my last breath is taken.
I will live in my own misery for the pain I have caused….
Because of the past I can’t let go.
The past that created my own misery, my darkness….
Coldness starts sinking down deep into my bones.
How can you do this to me?
You haunt me everywhere I go.
No matter what I do I can’t get rid of you.
You’re my past, that’s where you should be.
But you’re not.
Stop haunting me.
Let me move on.
Let me get rid of the darkness you have created.
I hate you… pain….
I hate you… sorrow….
I hate you… doubt….
I hate you…. Past….
Just let me move on.
Let me find my happiness again.
Stop making me so damn insecure.
Stop taking away my happiness.
I need you, the love of my life to help me be strong.
This pain from all these years has made me a very weak person.
I don’t know how to say good bye.
I don’t know how to move on.
You’re all I want in life…
I can’t have you because of the pain in my life…
The pain that has caused my darkness…