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Never Ending Season

I feel like i've lost my breath,
My whole world has stopped turning.
The fire that seared through my veins,
Is now cold,no longer is it burning.

I can feel the cold as it grows,
My heart grows gray,totally defenceless.
How to attack this I don't have a clue.
It overwelms me,so relentless.

Like looking in a mirror,
Clouded with vapors and steam.
My image burred and shaded,
And I wonder what this all means.

Have I finally gone and lost my soul,
To give up on life for what reason.
To never touch hope again like in the spring,
Forever I am trapped,doomed to this season.

Silience

I sit alone,
on a dark still day.
Staring through the gloom ,
looking for a new way.
My life has grow cold ,
seeming to stand still.
theres nothing left,
my heart ever wants to feel.
The streets in my world empty,
 theres no life to be found.
My roads traveled now emotionless,
my thoughts don't make a sound.
I look to the ocean
but still theres nothing to see.
 Even the waves have died,
 lonelyness is all thats left for me.
 My silence is maddening
rotting me to the core.
Longing for the laughter
 that I cannot hear evermore.

Trapped

Tonight in my sleep,
 My dreams will not come.
My mind filled with mist,
 My sanity has come undone.
What has gotten me,
Into this state.
Where I've walked out of my world,
Through a now closed gate.
Memoreys that are fading,
 Softly cry out.
I scream for thier return,
 But they don't hear me shout.
I stand in awe,
 As my thoughts disappear,
 Not at all aware,
 That my end is near.
Could I have turned this around,
Tryed to reopen those closed doors.
 Or is my soul trapped,
 Banished,to never see your light nomore.

A Childless Mother

A dish hits the wall,
pieces fall to the floor
Things will never be the same
 not like before
The children in thier room
begin to cry out
Thier voices seem so quiet
as thier parents still shout
She holds the phone
as another crases by her head
 Crying and afraid
the kids climb out of bed
They open thier door
 and step into the light
To late to realize
thier now in thier parents fight
Sirens scream
 and flashing lights flicker at the door
 As a mother and her children
lay bleeding on the floor
Wounds may heal
but the memories will never leave
As she puts them in the ground
 a childless mother still grieves

Buried in stone

My search I fear,

 Has led me wrong.

 I could not help,

What I had done.

 

Who knew for so long,

My heart would still ache.

Years after my spirit,

She would break.

 

 I call for her,

 But never hear her voice.

 My tears fall as I realize,

 She has made her choice

 

I will never be anymore to her,

 Than a memorey buried in stone.

 As my soul drifts without her,

It will forever be alone

Meant to be

Your tongue twists so
Like a snakes hide
The evil spews from you
It you cannot deny.

Darkness will always follow you
It's embedded in your bones
Your heart is so cold
More than I've ever known.

I cannot understand
The changes in you
I cannot understand
Why you do what you do.

Do you even think
About the things you've done
Now you're losing me
A heart you had once won.

Whenever you are cruel
Or there's hurt in what you say
Evil burns in your eyes
You push me further away.

I hope soon your eyes open
And your heart can truly see
The way you're going
Is not how you were meant to be.

In my grasp

For one brief momment,
I held the world in my grasp.
So foolish was I,
To think it would ever last.

My thoughts were clear,
I knew what path to be on.
It wasn't before to long.
All my trails were gone.

Just as darkness vanishes,
To an early morning sky.
To all my dreams and hopes,
I now say goodbye.

I once thought I held,
The world in my grasp.
Forever foolish am I,
To ever think it would last.

Darks And Greys

Days have now gone by,
No words spoke,hearts now numb.
The world now empty and cold,
Now lifeless for some.

Darks and greys now rule,
Barren empty plains,endless.
Like being trapped in stone,
Nomore hope,nomore wishes.

Only one thought now remains,
No longer like the ones before.
To never feel or hurt again,
To love nevermore

The straight path

I've looked long and hard,
For my sraight and narrow path
Throughout all my life,
The twists and curves seem last.


My true direction now unclear,
My focus long since gone.
I look forward to more of the same,
Wondering why I continue to go on.

 

Where is my star to guide me,
I cant remember the last it shined.
All I know now are thse bends and curves,
All the regrets I have,Are all I call mine.

 

Onward I go never forward but to the side,
The turns are all familiar But never true.
Forever they will keep me never to let go,
Because they know,the straight path leads right to you.

Mist Filled Morning

A mist filled morning gives way.

The cold and darkness shrink away.

As the suns warmth spreads across the land.

It subsides to where it began.

 

Light now rules the skys,

Darkness again crouches in defeat.

Till the following day.

Where again its fate will repeat.

 

The sun now on my shoulders.

The cold now gone far away.

As I head into the world.

On this sunny winters day.

 

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