I feel like i've lost my breath,
My whole world has stopped turning.
The fire that seared through my veins,
Is now cold,no longer is it burning.
I can feel the cold as it grows,
My heart grows gray,totally defenceless.
How to attack this I don't have a clue.
It overwelms me,so relentless.
Like looking in a mirror,
Clouded with vapors and steam.
My image burred and shaded,
And I wonder what this all means.
Have I finally gone and lost my soul,
To give up on life for what reason.
To never touch hope again like in the spring,
Forever I am trapped,doomed to this season.
My search I fear,
Has led me wrong.
I could not help,
What I had done.
Who knew for so long,
My heart would still ache.
Years after my spirit,
She would break.
I call for her,
But never hear her voice.
My tears fall as I realize,
She has made her choice
I will never be anymore to her,
Than a memorey buried in stone.
As my soul drifts without her,
It will forever be alone
Your tongue twists so
Like a snakes hide
The evil spews from you
It you cannot deny.
Darkness will always follow you
It's embedded in your bones
Your heart is so cold
More than I've ever known.
I cannot understand
The changes in you
I cannot understand
Why you do what you do.
Do you even think
About the things you've done
Now you're losing me
A heart you had once won.
Whenever you are cruel
Or there's hurt in what you say
Evil burns in your eyes
You push me further away.
I hope soon your eyes open
And your heart can truly see
The way you're going
Is not how you were meant to be.
Days have now gone by,
No words spoke,hearts now numb.
The world now empty and cold,
Now lifeless for some.
Darks and greys now rule,
Barren empty plains,endless.
Like being trapped in stone,
Nomore hope,nomore wishes.
Only one thought now remains,
No longer like the ones before.
To never feel or hurt again,
To love nevermore
I've looked long and hard,
For my sraight and narrow path
Throughout all my life,
The twists and curves seem last.
My true direction now unclear,
My focus long since gone.
I look forward to more of the same,
Wondering why I continue to go on.
Where is my star to guide me,
I cant remember the last it shined.
All I know now are thse bends and curves,
All the regrets I have,Are all I call mine.
Onward I go never forward but to the side,
The turns are all familiar But never true.
Forever they will keep me never to let go,
Because they know,the straight path leads right to you.
A mist filled morning gives way.
The cold and darkness shrink away.
As the suns warmth spreads across the land.
It subsides to where it began.
Light now rules the skys,
Darkness again crouches in defeat.
Till the following day.
Where again its fate will repeat.
The sun now on my shoulders.
The cold now gone far away.
As I head into the world.
On this sunny winters day.