I just can't seem to catch a break. I am told I have a job but then they loose my drug test! I moved to have a fresh start but it has backfired! I am just worn out! I keep hoping something will happen and help me through but it never does or something bad happens. I feel like I am drowning and no one can hear me. It just sucks that not only does it affect me but my parents too. Its as though this family will never be stable mentally or physically or finacially. The stress just builds and builds and I feel lost. No wonder I have no life. I feel as though I try and try and it just backfires. Whomever said money can't buy happiness was full of shit!!!