Well where to start with this one.... I would normally post my blogs on myspace and all but if I did that then certain people who dont need to see it will and it will be pointless cause then it will cause more problems and not help with fixing problems.,,,, The person that I am dating at the moment is jobless.... I am working six daya week and anywhere from 12-14 hours aday. I am doing everything that I can to take care of her burdens and debts and needs as best as I can and I have actually put my needs and debts on the back burner to say just so that I can take care of her and her things and try to keep her from being sad and depressed and all.... Yet she complains to me and makes comments about how she hates not haveing any money herself and about having to wait for me to get home to get some money from me. That she cant do anything till after I get home cause she doesnt have any money. That she cant stand seeing just the walls of the apartment all day long and me being around everyday as much as I can even though we live in the same apartment and she says that me being around as much as I am even though its basically just one day a week is really starting to get to her. but then when i am at work she calls wanting me to be home and be there with her. yet she cant sleep at night unless i am laying next to her and she is in my arms.... basically I am trying to figure out what needs to happen.... my god I moved back from nashville just to come back here and be with her..... she doesnt seem to understand that I am wanting her and needing her to just live a month without having any money to go out on and to go out to eat on.... maybe then I can actually get somethings caught up and some of this stress that i have on my shoulders taken care of....
