Redneckangel's blog: "confused"

what is love? Current mood: confused how do you know if someone really loves you or if they are useing you or are playing games its really hard to know what hurts the most is that you love some one so much but you don't really know if they feel the same about you its easy to tell some one you love them but meaning it is different i don't know

Loseing someone you love!!!!! Current mood: depressed Love is something good when you have it but when something happens and its no longer in your life it sucks It sucks when you find someone you can truley love and want to be with and then its gone It sucks when you find someone you can honestly say "Im going to spend the rest of my life with him" and then hes gone too It sucks feeling lonley ,depressed ,worthless, scared , confused, and used all at once Love is suppost to be there for you, cheer you up, and make you smile not make you sad or bring you down or hurt you in a way he shouldn't have I can honestly say i found love but now its gone and im scared i will never find him again this person knows who he is and knows why i feel this way so if he is reading this i love you with all my heart and hope life and love brings you back to me

Help!!!!! why is it that everytime i think i am going to be happy someone or something always fucks it up and i am tierd of it i am tierd of being happy one min and the next feeling like shit why cant i find a man that will make me happy and be happy with me life sucks it really dose sometimes i wish i wasn't alive to be around for all this bullshit

well were do i start life sucks and love is no where to be found why why can't someone love me for who i am not whats between my legs or how much money i have why can't life be so much easier then is is right now