Uyraell's blog: "Cogito produit scribio con sua."

To the moral and or religious minority FASCIST BASTARD that labelled two of My pics "NSFW" and thus DESTROYED the integrity of the album : THANKS FOR NOTHING, BASTARD .:|:. To the idiots at the fubar SHOP that allowed such a travesty to go unchallenged, (and thereby ended up licking the moral/religious Fascist's ARSE): Thanks for the support: Your FAILURE to do your job PROPERLY will be certain to encourage ME to bring other people to such a WONDERFULLY SUPPORTIVE SITE, where the religious and moral MINORITY get to DICTATE both the freedom of speech of the rest of the membership AND of the site management. Such consistant brown-nosing is certain to be rewarded : one day, sites like fubar will cease to exist, having been eroded by the brown-nosing of the religous moral minorityand bowing to them, conceding more and more until NOTHING of worth or interest remains to keep membership here. In the faint hope that fubar management wakes up to what is, literally happening under their collective noses, BITTERLY DISAPPOINTED, ^Uyraell^.

----- Experience ----- and down through the long, lone dark hours, the monotony of solitude striking across my back, as the leaden lashing of the silent metronome, counting the heartbeats and the hours, in the tension of days passing, scarring afresh the tender flesh of not one Soul but two, not one Heart but two, Let then the time apart be of good, in building the Love between them, strengthening in each passing moment, entwining the two willing Souls that power the Hearts in which live two minds, wherein the Love the two share is dwelt, and the full panoplic paene, mutual experience that enriches as it fullfils, And the joys of Life's Living Love, echoing through the entirety of each being, seen as he looks into her eyes, as she looks into his, signed yet again in Love's tender embrace, tender kiss made between the rampantly beating delicacies of a unified dual pulse, calm satisfactions of dual need met. ^Uyraell^. To My beLoved ^[girls]^, Ever and Always, Blessed Be, ^Uyraell^. 3/15/2007, Mar.15,

----- Journey ----- Where walks Love's quiet journeyings, calmness in the bright light of shining day, peace and passion in the warm depth of night, Here exists that which T/two Souls Live as Truth: that modest unassuming security of total trust, that calm and loyal knowledge of internal integrity, to see T/them thus would be in and of itself an Experience: To BE T/them is a Treasured, Honoured Joy. ________________________________ For My beLoved nikki, Ever and Always, In Love, ^Uyraell^. 3/12/2007, Mar.12.

Be under no illusions : it is never an easy thing to think or feel in multiple. That I do so I count a Gift, One for which I Thank the Goddess Daily. Through Her Wisdom, Care and Guidance I've been Gifted with the Love I have and share, from those near, Held, Dear and closely Treasured. Though I have mentioned some of the women I Hold in these pages, All are deeply Loved, and treasured: each has without fail added immensely to the wisdom and understanding I've acquired through Loving them and being Loved by them. I did not plan any of the Relationships I'm now so thoroughly enjoying : they evolved because I was as alluded-to elsewhere in these blogs, consistant and open. That's why there are so many women close to Me even beyond the Relationships I'm in. I feel Honoured to know each woman, and count her friend or dearer, and am glad they in turn Care for Me. Nor yet should it be felt by the reader that I'm anything but humble about the way things have evolved. Truly, I Am humble. However, I Am Proud to know those I do, Hold those I do, and share Life's richness and breadth with them. May the Goddess Bless, Guide, and Aid each one, for truly, she has shown herself well-worthy thereof. Blessed Be, ^Uyraell^.

----- For ----- for she gave of her self, her love to share, with a Man whom she knew, for whom she did Care, withal, the tempest, the passion and flare: yet stayed she by, His need for her clear, and in His turn, yet knowing thus, remained He yet as ever, Aware, her need for Him as plainly bared, For Love that is enwound in two: Unbreakable, and ever Dear. ^Uyraell^. For My beLoved nikki, ^tainted]M[love^ 02/25/2007. Feb 25.

----- Open Sight ----- Look then into these endless eyes where roam vistas of a waking daylight, Ignorant world, where walks on long charge unending vigilance of Night's knowing, then tell Me, Mortal Man, why it is thy race fears Us who keep it whole, safe, and largely untouched by that which it has no capacity to manage or relate, no ability to even survive at the merest level, that the Kindred Live should not disturb you so: We are the Link between the inchoate world of your ancestors' nightmares, and the full bodied spirit realm your Priests and Sages Claim is their own, yet, truly, few indeed among thy Kine is Warrior, or Mage, Or, as should Properly be in Balanced State, Both; - that We disturb your complacent view is no bad thing , neither being cause to fear nor curse Us: Be glad the Veil We hold between Our World and Your World is there: without it both of Us, Your Kine, My Kindred, Suffer needlessly from an imbalanced and unnatural state, wherein all is flux and tidal flow, instead of calm steady progress and spiritual illumination. Bless Us, as We in Our Turn Bless you, This, thy Blood at times, and thine acceptance of Us, is all We've ever Asked. Blessed Be, Mote it Be. Blessed Be, ^Uyraell^. 02/25/2007, Feb.25Th,

The Polygamous Community knows this one, and the Monogamous community could often do with adopting it: There is never place for anything but total Honesty inside a Polygamous Relationship, and just as that Be so, jealousy can never have any place. Nor yet should there be hesitancy in either internal communication or discussion, viz : One should be able to discuss freely with any adult in the family any matter involving another, and receive or give counsel freely, in the interests of the whole Family, without embarrassment or un-necessary modesty. All of the above was recently brought to My awareness in a very amicable discussion I was having with one of My [girls]. It has since remained in My mind, and I felt the point bore making note of, hence this blog entry. I've Always Held the Belief that One should be accepting of knowledge regardless of Source, and the fact that this conversation between My beLoved [girl] (who is one of ten [girls]) and MySelf re-inforced My opinion was one that "struck Home" plainly, and was well-welcomed. I'll sign this out here, Blessing both those Close and My beLoved [girls], Blessed Be A/all, ^Uyraell^.

It isn't often a Man gets the chance to tell a woman how much He Loves her, or even why : Goddess knows, these days it's hard enough to get ten minutes in which to smile to each other. With this thought in Mind , three songs, By Bob Dylan : "It's alright Ma, I'm only dieing" -- those near Me in age will know exactly how, on days of strain , this song expresses what can be so typically the attitude such a day produces in a Man. "Lay lady, Lay", What He and she both know to be true, and should admit to each other more often. and finally: "Shelter from the storm" -- Forgive Me writing thy name, My love, But here's what thou art unto My Soul, nikki : "Suddenly I turned around and she was standing there, with silver bracelets on her wrists and flowers in her hair: she walked up to Me so Gracefully and took My crown of thorns: "Come in," she said, "i'll give You shelter from the storm..." No Man should ever fear or fail to Bless His Loves and though here I mention the name of one of My loves, each of My loves shares with Me a unique gift of Soul, that enriches both her, I, and all in the dynamic. Accordingly, I Say plainly here : My deeply beLoved ^[girls]^, I Bless you, and Thank the Goddess you have each Chosen to share your Life with Me. in Much Love, ^Uyraell^.

----- A Wish ----- Goddess, Grant this Man that His Loves are Aeternal, -as His Soul knows them to Be, Grant this Man the Strength to Overcome - both Brilliant wound of Blade and bright sting of Bitter Word, -as He knows He Has and shall, Grant this Man the will to Love His dear O/ones as they should Be Loved, - As He knows He Has and shall, and, Grant that all whose Lives and Love He has Touched, are Truly as Touched and Blessed as He has Found Himself to Be... So Mote It Thus Be. Sincerely, ^Uyraell^. Feb 8th, 2/08/2007.

----- and Yet ----- she turns to Him, in night-smitten cold, and looks into His, those eyes so old, the things they've seen, Eternity, As Witnessed by a Soul not free, to move upon this fickle world, it's ramparts with their flags unfurled, in places where mans' blood is spilled, She ponders, as she looks at Him, whose Life has Seen Hope Rise and dim, whose Journey still is not yet done, nor will be with this passing sun, He has walked, yes, even Loved, the frail mortals His Soul Moved, For tho He sees within HimSelf, His bane is yet to doubt the Wealth, and so she shows Him yet again, His Love and Journey Not in Vain, For traveling on the Cosmic Wheel, His Soul, Immortal, Now, Doth Feel. ^Uyraell^ 2/05/2007, Feb, 5th.