Feelings of serrendipity , which I've never known before
Thought I knew what love was , yet, he showed me even more
Deeper... So much deeper... Falling deeper still
To be with him is pure bliss to touch him is a thrill
Bringing out the best of me , exploring areas I've been denied
Always felt a piece held back, that no longer has to hide
Soothes the babygirl inside with the greatest care
Then punishes the brat inside when taunting him she dares
A sudden rush of electric heat that I crave as the wolf takes hold
I am his to love, to have and with some practice soon to mold
His queen, his babygirl, his bratty slut, his naughty whore
Every inch of body and soul fullfilled, still always craving more
He is my addiction and I don't mind saying that I'm hooked
The kind of love as great as this for which I've always yearned and looked
Every day I wear his chain and that's ironic , cause you see
Only when wearing daddy's chains do I feel so free
Free to be myself, he loves me just this way
Free to let my desires be known, to be told that they're okay
Free to explore, to try new things , to taste the funner side of life
Hoping that the fates allow for me to become his wife
That day may be a ways away but we're on a steady track
For just as much as I love you, just as much you love me back
Thank you for making my days so much happier and showing me the deepest love I've ever known... It blows my mind, it's only been about a month , feels like I've known you forever though xoxo Love you Deathdemwolf , Carlos, my daddy, my alpha , my king!
So .. It's been a while since I've made some poetry but it was always a favorite thing to do . Back in the saddle, here we go...
Dellusional Doll
On the surface I'm okay, everything is fine, not stressed
Pop a pill to drown the feelings that label me depressed
Depressed regressed .. placing no blame
Experience grows but habits stay same
Being okay with the hollow ..it's a hiding place
With curtains of make up and dressed up in lace.
Soak up the attention in a make believe place
The hollow widens with each passing day
Swallowed alive by this facade I play
Minutes tick by , then hours and years
Pleads of passion that fall on deaf ears
So.. pop another pill the depression will fade
Do up your face in a brand new shade
Get prettied up like a good girl should be
Put on display for all to see
Such a sweet dolly with skin so fair
Painted on smiles and done up your hair
Like a beautiful trophy that's kept away
This empty void is growing each day
Take a sip ..or maybe two
If the pill doesn't help the liquor will do
Masking the pain for a little while ...
As the dolly paints on another smile