ok I am going to start out with I got some really bad news yesterday and I am not sure how to handle it right now I can not wrap my head around it at the moment. I have been told to keep my chin up every thing will get better but right now I am not sure at all. I was told yesterday that I have stage 1 cervical cancer. and that if I have a full hysterectomy that it should get it all and I shouldnt have to go for more treatments far as chemo or what not. I know that women have this type of surgery every day but I dont I am scared to death right now and not sure what to think. I have 3 kids I dont not want to leave with out a mother. Yes I know that thier father would take very good care of them like he has for the past 14 yrs. He is an awesome father but I also know it would be very hard on him to do it alone.He has been there since day one with all the kids and we have been married for 14 yrs now. My problem with all of this is I dont know how to take this right now and all the things I will have to do to even get ready for a surgery like this. What if something happen and I wasnt here to help raise my children. That has been my every thing so far. I am glad that we caught it early so maybe all that I am worrying about may not be good but I needed to get this out and thought that maybe I could get some help with this on here from some women that has been thur what I am going thur. Ahead of time thanks to all that comment on here Ur AngelNCntrFold
