The battle with cancer is whooping my ass. I had the surgery and got rid of the cervical cancer and now can't have anymore kids. Now I find out I may have breast cancer. Maybe euthanasia is the best option here. I'm starting to cost more than I am worth. I haven't told anyone in my family about this at all yet. Not sure where to start with the conversation. We just got over the last scare and things were just starting to get back to normal. How can I reassure everyone especially my kids that everything will be ok when I am so scared I can barely think about it and look at myself. I just don't know what to do anymore. I am depressed beyond reason. It is causing serious problems in my marraige. I tell myself that if I told him what was wrong maybe things would get better and he'd understand, or maybe he would be like "Damn she is sick all the time I can't handle this shit" It is really a situation that would test anyone's love and loyalty to the person they are with.
