u see the world inside her eyes's blog: "bullshit."

Im really getting sick and tired of every single time I go to work, I do dishes. I never see any other waitresses do a full shift of dishes besides and and Scott. I wouldn't even consider myself a waitress- cause im not. Im a dish bitch, and it's fucking stupid. Just because I call in a lot(and i call in for good reasons) Im on dishes. It's old, and the hours suck! Oh, come in from 5:30-9.. what kind of shit is that? So, Sometime soon I need to start looking for a diff. job.. I really dont want to because I love working where I work- only cause the people I work with and we have fun sometimes- I dont feel like starting over somewhere else.. but this is ridiculous. So, I got to go get ready! Peace.

So, since like 7 am this morning.. I've been puking and puking and puking and I've got diarhea badly.. and Im achy! I think I got the flu bad or something- I finally got back to sleep at like 4 something.. and im somewhat wide awake.. but i feel like shit! Well, LaTisha called me up because she was sad because she was "going to jail tommorow" for not paying her fine- and she said her and her man brokeup and that she doesn't talk to him.. well she picked me up cause I was going to have her take care of me.. well I got into the car and seen Thomas's hat and picture, I confronted her about it and she said they are still dating and it's her car so she can have it if she wants- and that she really doesn't need 100 dollars for her court she needs 100 dollars to bail out her boyfriend from jail.. well I told tish that I wanted to go back home- and she turned around and I threw Thomas's cigarette pack out- well she reversed and freaked out and made me get out with no shoes on or socks.. Well the whole way walking back home(being sick and fluish)- Tisha followed me in her car right by my side and said how good Thomas was in bed, how ugly I was and worthless- how Im a pussy cause i took my pillow with me- and Im infested with diseases.. and that I will never compare to him or ever be anything and how she was going to beat my ass! Well, forget her and forget being nice.. if she ever calls here again- im not answering and im not giving in.. Fuck that stupid immature bitch- She can rot in jail or hell for all I care.. HEr boyfriend is a fucking felon wigger- who does nothing but drink, steal and do drugs.. and hang out with bad influences.. and all Tisha does with him is drugs and steal and shit- and she has completly changed her attitude the way she talks and everything..But I guess she will learn the hard way!! Eventually it will all come back to her- Karma is a bitch dude.. and when I do finally get with this girl, she is going to be regretting huring me like this.. for the past month in a half Ive cried over her and been depressed over her- Im done and im sick of it!! So, im taking some meds and going to bed i feel like shit!