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Broken Soul's blog: "BROKEN"

created on 03/30/2008  |  http://fubar.com/broken/b202891
You may as well cut out my heart, Rather than do what you've done... Pretending to love me, holding me close, Making me feel you loved me the most, Telling me I was your very best friend, Causing such pain, the kind with no end. Tell me. Please... I don't understand. What did I do to you? You took in my love, accepted it all, Shared the same bed, but cared not at all. You took all my gifts, And gave me some back, You showed all your cards, With the deck that you stacked. You would speak of my kindness, And then you'd attack, Striking with your heart, colored black. Tell me. Please... I don't understand. What did I do to you? You'd fill me with love, Then leave me to starve, Just leaving the pain From the message you carved, Tease me with hope, Then take it all away... I'd feel just so helpless, As if I were your prey. So many things I wanted to say, But the voice had just gone away. Tell me. Please... I don't understand. What did I do to you? You've kissed me so softly, Yet drove the knives deep... Made all those promises, Knowing there were none you would keep. You said you'd never leave me, Then you moved away, Left me so hurt, I was but a game that you'd play. Tell me. Please... I don't understand. What did I do to you? You spoke of so many dreams that you had, Telling me that I was a part, Yet you flushed all the dreams, And recycled them all, Almost as fast as they'd start. It filled me with sadness, And left me to suffer, Gave no protection, Not even a buffer. You left me this way, To crumble apart... Picking up the pieces Of what is left of my heart. Tell me. Please... I don't understand. What did I do to you? You killed me inside, When you said that we're through. You've said it's not me, You said it was you. And all of the mess I had to get through For the sake of my daughter, and you. I just can't comprehend Why in the world Would you do unto me What I would never have done unto to you?
I saw the perfect graphic tonight I mean seriously what DO you do when the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry? You try everything you can to make everyone think you're not broken when everyone sees that you are.You keep going as though nothing ever happened wearing that fake grin saying how much better off you are without them when deep inside you...you wonder how they are and if they think of you. When did "I'll love you forever" become "I'll love you if?" when did "I'm in love with you" become something that you can just turn off? These days the word LOVE is just tossed around like it has no real meaning it's just something people say to get what they need at that particular moment.I'm not sure that most people understand the impact that one little phrase can have on a person's life it's like a saving grace...a finality on a long life of pain.. a new hope of something and someone to believe in, but what happens to that person when the one they thought would love them through it all...saw them for who they were and who they could be... becomes just another person who broke down the walls and walked away when times got hard leaving them exposed again to the pain they know so well, but thought was gone for good.I think people should think more about the long-term impact they have on others rather than the instant gratification they need.True Love is a rarity that needs to be brought back to life love in it's truest form never ends and overcomes all adversity. It's time to stop acting on impulse and think through what it is you really want and really think about whether or not that person is capable of fulfilling that need. "obstacles are put in our way...to see if what we want is worth fighting for, and some people put up walls not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to tear them down."
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