CherryFizz85's blog: "boring"

its been a year and i'm not over you! i thought i was close to being over you but you suck me right back in. its like i took 10 steps back. wtf!! i dont know what to think cause of whats been goin on this past week. ur commetted to her but yet what happened, happened anyway. i dont get it. you confuse me and i dont know how you truelly deep down in your heart feel. i wish i knew but i prolly will never know. this just sucks!!

June 2007 my sons father and i broke up. july 2007 he started dating somebody new. they are now married, they are out house hunting now that they were approved. They have a baby girl on the way. and i'm havent gone nowhere in the past year. makes me sick to my stomache that they are doing so well and i'm at home with my mom and step dad. the only thing new in my life is that i got a new car back in april. our son spends half his time with me and the other half with them. when i hear the good things that are going on for them i get sick and want to cry. partly cause i'm jealous of their life and partly because i cant do anything about it. i do at time miss being with him and wish it was me and not her. i havent even dated anybody since we broke up. he has been so nice the last couple months and tries to be good friends with me. i dont know if i can hadle being friends with him. like we went to lunch together the other day and i dont know why i did. i hate living at home but cant afford to move on my own.AAAAHHH!!!! help me!!!

1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 17.Do you think I'm hot? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you die for me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 22. what do you rate me outta 1-10(10 being best)

so this is my first blog in the boring section cause well i call it boring cause my life seems so boring. i dont really have much time outside of the house to do shit cause i have my son all the time n his father n i just broke up like 2 1/2 months ago n at first everything was ok he was spendin time with him n having him every other weekend now he has not seem him or tried to see him for like a month now i quess he expects its my job to call him n to take the kid to see him n shit he knows how to get ahold of me if he wants to see aidan cause since i stopped being lilmiss taxi girl i've saved so much on gas but know i dont really have anytime to go out n do stuff for myself but then aigan i guess thats what happens when ur a single mom. well i bored u guys an enough