45268's blog: "bleh"

I would like to take this chance to point out how wonderful my guy is and how much I love him. No matter what is going on I know that I've got his warm hugs and friendly face to go home to. He stands by me through the good the bad and the ugly. Without you I'm just another girl. With you we are a family and we have a place where we belong. So baby, when you read this. Thank you for being you, for loving me and for helping me be a stronger person. Thank you for stepping into shoes that you didnt have to and being the daddy Skye loves so much. Thank you for everything you are and do.

I dont often have whole weeks that i wish would go away, but i'm having one now. I miscarrid on saturday :( It's so hard to deal with. I really wanted it to be ok. I've been off work all week because I cant handle lifting toddlers, that being said i cant handle lifting boxes either and we're moving on saturday. Dammit why cant it be different this time!