Kind of hard to think , especially when I excessively drink. Why is it I am feeling numb, some people think drinking is dumb. Just let me drown in my sorrow, I will be better tomorrow. They say you cant keep a good man down, but I continue to have this frown. Sometimes I just cant help myself, do you think I need some help? I really don't do this all the time, last time I checked it wasn`t a crime. Now I am going insane, having bad thoughts inside my brain. Cant keep being so slack, and my whole world has become BLACK. Does that make me out to be bad, and yes now I am getting mad. All I wanted was to drink some, now a monster is what I have become. Stat away you may not want to see, what there is deep inside of me. Hey at least I don`t smoke crack, but that doesn`t stop me from being BLACK!!!