as many of you know i have been on workers comp for almost 2 years now thats why i have been on fubar all day everyday . but i need to get my life in order . i have been a dumbass usin the lounge as an excuse not get the things done that i have to like take care of shit around my house , ive been usin bein on air an excuse not to go get a job . just because i have a back injury doesnt meen i can find a job . im 30 and i need to worry about my life . im not gettin any younger and if i dont do it now i never will . im sorry if this hurts people that was not my intention at all . this was also the reason why ibroke up with irishgodess . for once i need to worry about me and not anyone else . im sorry chrissy but this is something i have to do . i will still be on fubar but def not as much . i know i will prob loose some friends because of this but you know what if i loose you as a friend then that just tells me you were not a friend to begin with and fuck off im better off without you around . this is also goin to show me who my true friends are and for those true friends thank you for always bein there for me you meen the world to me cuz you are my family and i pray that we never loose touch of each other . if you have anything to say about all this dont say shit behind my back if you have a problem then come to me about it and lets talk . thats enough for now there might be more to come later ty
