Dear Fu,
Much has changed since Xmas 2019. Surgery #16? Don't think so however a more harsh reality has been laid before me moving forward on an ongoing basis that's sure to awaken an person in their quest of life.
I have Atrial Fibrillation. In layman's terms, it means that instead of the the top and bottom half of the heart doing a squeeze and squeeze in perfect sync with each other at matching speeds, the top half of my heart is squeezing at 3-4 x the rate of speed that the bottom half is. The result? Shortness of breath, dry cough, double pneumonia, walking cut down by 2/3 and on and on it goes
I'm now on blood thinners until further notice in a effort to prevent the bottom half of my heart from clotting and thereby causing blood clots that could otherwise breakaway; hit my brain and do me in.Not trying to freak any of my fu fmaily n friends out but truth is truth.
Since Xmas, I've had double pneumonia, fought with my local hospital who wanted to admit me on a stab and jab and lets see what happens next basis. I checked myself out of that fucking circus and my Dr of Internal Medicine couldn't have agreed more.
Anyways, I now have weekly blood tests for the next 2 years and my life has turned over from 10+ miles a day walking to bagged out after barely 2 miles. Anyways, Bry is a warrior and I will not have my life turned into tubes and drip bags and vials of blood extractions all in the name of medicine.
Life is meant to be lived: When God wants me, he will call and until He/She Calls upon me to step forward, medicne and all their damn trappings can go fuck themselves on nendless pain and grief. Just saying Fu
Axe
